I was on the same path like martina (well.. a few years ago), sex with boys, girls, that was my need. It was easy for me to attract other and fuck, a women with a great smile and open about good fun.... You know, people love your company, a few drink and a lot of fun. I even ask my doctor if I was ok to have that need for sexual pleasure. Every time I have occasion, why not. And the question: what my boyfriend was thinking: he was having all the sex he want but....one day he tool me that to be with him mean to experience life together not with all the others ones on my side, for him, to feel good with someone was to live every aspect of live with him, one to one. Well sad to say, we broke up. I will explain what I have lived since and if It can help to understand what is happening to Martina, I have done my part...have fun, we all learning, all the time...