Melle2

In this respect, I still agree with you completely. Octavia is a special person and she has persuaded me to extend my subscription twice to see how everything develops. But perhaps it is precisely her nature that is the reason for my feelings. Of course, the problem lies with me. I have simply spent too much time with Octavia, her actions, thoughts and feelings and that is why I react so emotionally. The fact that my assumptions are based only on my thoughts is of course due to the requirements of this format, based on the wrong language - I still can't speak Russian - and the camera-free rooms. I can only free myself from these feelings if I give up intensive observation of Octavia. But then I can no longer make any contributions to this topic here in the forum. The fact that I am ending my membership of RLC affects Octavia less than the overall impression of this format. Moreover, here in Sweden, spring is slowly replacing winter and then I will spend less time in front of the screen and do my activities outside. I should also note that our conversations really pleased me. Our thoughts may not be that different.

You're right there too. There was a time when Octavia suffered a lot and it was difficult not to be able to help her. During these times I pursued her intensively.

You're right. I have already achieved that.

I feel the need to draw a conclusion for myself. I was curious how seriously the slogan “other people’s private lives” should be taken. Of course, there are couples, such as "Venera and Lion", who lead a normal life, including work outside the home. However, this slogan is a lot of nonsense for singles or couples on vacation. When the tenants aren't preparing food and then spending time in the kitchen, all I see here are girls who write and receive text messages all day and mostly spend it in bed. I wonder what a viewer gets out of watching someone do this activity. Another example of absolutely pointless watching was a party like the one last weekend. The music was once again very loud, so that you could see that some people were talking, but you have absolutely no chance of understanding anything about it, even if the conversations were perhaps even conducted in English. Other viewers report clever lighting manipulation on the part of the tenants, so that nothing can be seen in other situations. I wonder how this all fits with the slogan. For me the answer is clear, not at all. Over the three months that I've been pursuing this project, Oktavia has grown on me. I found her way of talking to the walls to be very positive. I had the impression that an honest person here can handle the cameras and also thinks about those who are watching. I can only rate her wish to bring a partner into the house as positive for us as viewers and thank Oktavia for this real participation in her private life. However, what is allowed in this private life has changed for some time. Since two new men came into Octavia's life, she has shown different behavior. She no longer receives or writes voice messages in public spaces. She writes and receives a barrage of text messages throughout the day, but the question remains from above. In these last few days she goes to the downstairs toilet for every occasion, which I find unnecessary anyway, but I have come to the opinion that she receives and writes these voice messages there in the camera-free room, so that she can take part in her private lives are deliberately excluded here. She still reveals a part of her private life in her speeches, but I see this as a very chosen part of her. I'm annoyed by this hiding behavior. Since I don't want to get angry and since I can't change Octavia's behavior, of course she has the right to do so, there are two decisions for me: firstly, I will not convert my membership to RLC into a long-term one, but rather end it, as it really isn't worth spending so much money, secondly, I will end my contributions here to Octavia, as I am her I'm not going to follow up anymore. I need to break my emotional attachment as I don't want to get angry. I hope I haven't bored the members of this forum with my thoughts. The motto for everyone is: everyone can do what they want, that applies to the tenants as well as to the viewers and readers of this forum.

Unfortunately, I think you're right.

This morning Octavia seems thoughtful and indecisive. Is she unsure whether or how the meeting will take place? As always, we'll see when she comes back tonight, if she comes at all. Let's see what the universe is up to...

Oh, you're wrong, the walls answer Octa, even about this forum....

We have discussed elsewhere here what we can expect from tenants. It's Octavia again, who is simply wonderful in her natural nudity. Octavia delivered another report last night about what happened yesterday and what will happen this week. Yesterday she met another man, as she says from her recent past, who wanted to spend time with her. She has a lot of plans this week, but would like to meet him on Wednesday and Thursday. In this context, it seems to me to be addressed to us: I hope you won't be mad. It's amazing what kind of connection there can be between a tenant and us viewers, even though there never could have been a direct conversation and hasn't will come. Feelings have developed on our side that are expressed in supporting her in her difficult times. But it's to be expected that she doesn't feel pressured, but rather thinks about how we feel when she's not there, but rather shows the mutual connection, or so I would like to believe.

She will go her way, even if it hurts again. But she can only go her own way, the longing is too great.

She says it, but between the lines I hear something else.

I agree again, I didn't mean you directly, but everyone who wants to see sex life. Stay calm, we actually mean the same thing.

I agree: without sex, RLC would be at an end, but a voyeur is also interested in other things. If you're only interested in sex, there are better sites.

Ok, I correct myself. RLC is not always a porn site, but pornographic content is shown, even if it is not of particularly high quality.

I recommend refraining from insults, otherwise we'll be back to hatred. RLC is not a porn site, the sex is too bad and the camera settings are bad too, but it is also not a site for voyeurs, as the behavior of the tenants prevents this.

I would like to add that Octavia previously described that there could be a new man in her life. She has spent half the day with him and is hopeful again, but she doesn't want to repeat the mistakes she made with Carlos, so she wants to take things slowly.