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  1. OneBeing
    I feel the most valuable conversations you can have are with people who speak from their own personal experiences. Very cool that you have a background in physics. It has always interested me as well.
  2. OneBeing
    She won't find out the results until tomorrow but feels like there's a chance that she will not pass as what was characterized as a mistake apparently happened.
  3. OneBeing
    I think your Moody Blues take is right on as they would have said back in 1969. The theme of the album does fit well with Octavia's final thoughts as their keyboard player said during an interview while making the album “Hey, we're on the brink of a new consciousness, a new way of looking at things”. That's the way it seemed at least over 50 years ago. This concept led to the name “On the threshold of a dream.” The Dear Diary song is a nice “coincidence”. Yes, I have been concerned with these things for many years. I have sat with gurus, attended Satsang with many teachers, read countless books and watched many videos of diverse spiritual teachings. I was a spiritual seeker but now I realize we already are what we seek. I am still a Truth Lover…a term used by a French teacher of Advaita named Francis Lucille. I recommended the book as I think it will serve as validation of Octavia's beliefs/concepts. Your comment that it will “perhaps” be a good tip is a good one as my favorite word these days is “maybe”. We don't know what the future holds. We can only wait and see with the knowledge that life takes us where we need to go.
  4. OneBeing
    Lol. I agree! I hear this Dr. Seuss guy has a bunch of books worth reading.
  5. OneBeing
    I agree with your thoughts. Nice comments. It was a really interesting conversation that Octavia had. There are many things worth commenting on and important issues brought up by her in general but there is one thing that I need to pass along as my concept of how life continues after the body dies is very similar to what she was talking about and there is a book out there that I know she will want to read. The book is called “Journey of Souls” written by a clinical hypnotist named Michael Newton, PH. D. He was doing work with patients as a hypnotist, regressing them to past lives to try and address issues they were having in this life when one of them found themselves in a between life state. Since then he has worked with 100s of people who recount amazingly similar stories about what they experience between lives. Octavia should check this book out.
  6. OneBeing
    I am impressed with the high level of communication from those for whom English is not their native language…as well as being able to speak more than one language and in many cases 3 or 4. Your communication is very good. I just thought best to add one word so that Octavia isn't confused as English is not her first language either…although she speaks it very well and is an avid learner. I didn't want it to seem like you were saying she was not beautiful and intelligent which I know you did not mean.
  7. OneBeing
    Is this what you meant?😁
  8. OneBeing
    That is such an important point and the reason it is so compelling to be able to share a bit of her life. She is a real person. Honest, sensitive and open.
  9. OneBeing
    Some really nice comments Melle2 and itohkata. I agree it will take some time and that she will overcome things as that is what life is about. She is a smart girl and is learning and growing at a fast pace as she ends up in the fast lane quite often.
  10. OneBeing
    These are some very nice comments. Thank you. To clarify…she did not say “life always happens the way it's meant to be”. That is my comment. Life is a happening. The fact that something happens means it could not have been otherwise. Oh…if I had just done something differently…well, you didn't. We behave the way we do as a result of our genes and up-to-date conditioning. Our nature and nurture is another way to put it. We have been conditioned all of our lives by our parents, our friends, our teachers, TV, social media, etc…it goes on and on and it is this conditioning that brings forth our responses and yet we still say “I chose to do that”. A choice is just a thought and we don't control what thoughts arise. (If we did wouldn't we just choose the good ones?). A choice happens and then another thought comes in and says “look what I did” and takes credit…and yet this is just another thought. You are what is aware of the thoughts, not the thoughts themselves. You are life experiencing itself.
  11. OneBeing
    Actually I saw it on replay earlier today. The conversation occurred on March 27th around 12:12 to 12:14.
  12. OneBeing
    Octavia had an important conversation with herself in the mirror earlier today. She is a good person who genuinely cares about others. She truly has good intentions in life. She realizes it's OK to make mistakes but in reality there are no “mistakes”. There is living and learning and some of the best lessons are learned from so-called mistakes which are really nothing more than life happening differently than we “expected” and then a judgement happens that says that it shouldn't have happened that way. Life always happens the way it is meant to. She likes her strong body. It is beautiful and yes, she has totally amazing eyes. She said l am weak here and pointed to her head. Not true. Thinking happens. It is OK too. Realize that thoughts appear like clouds in the sky. You can watch them pass without having to get involved with them if you don't want to. Who is it that sees the thoughts? Since we are aware of them it means we are not them. Some thoughts are useful, others can just be let go. Thoughts will keep arising. You don't have to believe them. “It's OK to just be” She said this and it is the deepest truth. You are Being itself. Being is the one that is aware of everything. Being is the one that is aware of those thoughts. Rest in Being as it is our true nature. It is the peace and contentment prior to involvement with feelings, thoughts and perceptions. It is the absence of a sense of lack. Octavia is a beautiful person just the way she is.
  13. OneBeing
    She revealed that she fell in love with Carlos even before he arrived and was very disappointed that she could not speak that truth to him directly while he was visiting. (She almost did once during sex when she said “I love…this”). So she decided to share her true feelings with him by writing to him. At the beginning of her conversation she was still waiting for a reply which then came while she was still talking. She was very excited as the reply was an affirmation that Carlos liked her very much and looked forward to getting to know her better which she felt was the best and most realistic reply she could have gotten. There continued to be a bit of back and forth between them that clearly seemed to reinforce the positive feelings they have for one another. Very nice to see.
  14. OneBeing
    That was quite a nice, straightforward and honest conversation Octavia had with herself earlier. 😁 I was quite surprised when she shared her true feelings and revealed that she was brave enough to share them with Carlos as well. She actually seems to have a realistic understanding about what is going on and confirmed how much she truly enjoyed everything that transpired and then added an important reminder that there is a lot more going on in this relationship than what was seen on camera. I am happy that perhaps there is something nice brewing here and that if things continue to work out it appears she intends to be more careful with what she does to her body, which is a good thing. Hopefully she can do this since intention and reality are two different things. I think she can. I love when she gets into stream of consciousness mode. It was really fun to see all her reactions when Carlos responded to her. Her feelings flowed forth once again which is great. It is her nature. She lives in a sensitive body with her heart on her sleeve. (And on that expressive face). While she admits to not always liking the barrage of feelings that happen it is really important to let them flow and have life, to the extent your surroundings permit. It is unhealthy to try and repress feelings. It can lead to physical blocks and contractions in the body and the repressed feeling always tries to come back even stronger as it needs to be allowed to arise to be released. Best to simply let feelings arise naturally, feel them and then let them pass right on through as they eventually leave on their own. It is kind of like when a big wave hits you in the ocean. It tosses you around for a bit, might scare you at first and then it is gone and you are fine and you realize it was kind of fun. I mean how cool is it to feel goosebumps run through your body? Why would you want to stop that? (Unless you're in love and it happens constantly…😁)
  15. OneBeing
    Well put. I think these are good observations. There certainly was a desire to experience a sexually intense weekend and that definitely happened. I think she did enjoy a lot of it but as you say…it is difficult for us to understand her sex life, especially since she herself is still exploring it. Hopefully one day she will find sexual fulfillment with a partner who is more sensitive as she is much more sensitive than most. I think her mood swings are result of this sensitivity and the fact that she is so open and spontaneous that emotions just flow. Then her brain kicks in and she tries to figure out why things are happening the way they are followed by trying to figure out the best plan of how to proceed which leads to a lot of thinking. I think the spontaneity is great. Go with that flow, let things happen and see where they lead. Being overly analytic can hide what the Universe is trying to show you and planning what to do next is fine as long as you realize the outcome of any plan is not in your control…so it is back to spontaneity after all.
  16. OneBeing
    She certainly has a lot to process as so much happened in a short period of time and it was all pretty intense. All of this is so new to her as well that it will need to settle in and it remains to be seen how her sensitive body holds up after what was less than sensitive treatment at times. As for “Carlos”…he definitely appears to be arrogant and even manipulative as he did what he wanted most of the time and Octavia even had to bring herself to orgasm following one session. I was also concerned after the intense drama of her lying in the darkness thinking that she upset him after what seemed like angry sex on his part where he hurt her, slapped her face and even hurt her again after she asked him not to. This was followed by intense sex in the morning where my concern was that she would be willing to do whatever it takes to make him “happy again” even it meant enduring more discomfort than she would have liked. She certainly seemed to enjoy herself though. I just hope it's not at the expense of her body or her health. There are likely to be painful after-effects due to the extent that comfort levels were “pushed”. I hope she will be fine and that there is nothing serious to deal with. It's her life and to her credit she has been willing to explore and experiment as was her desire. I hope her enjoyment of daddy dominance does not overshadow her sense of what is good for her and her body and that she maintains healthy boundaries.
  17. OneBeing
    The interaction between Octavia and the man called Carlos did absolutely steal the show tonight. I have been looking forward to their encounter for over a week now thinking it would be quite interesting no matter what happened and it certainly did not disappoint. They both seemed to enjoy each other and have a great time. I hope it continues for them. I found their philosophical conversation over dinner quite interesting as well and as a truth lover I wish I could have been sitting at that table to join in the discussion. Both had some valid points that will benefit from further input as these types of observations have many levels to them and can be confusing if some of the seeming paradoxes aren't clarified. What I really appreciate is how both of them were able to just be themselves in what is certainly an unnatural type of environment for most people. It definitely made for compelling viewing.
  18. OneBeing
    Lol…that's pretty funny. I guess there will not be any plastic dolls in your house. Since you are a fan of movies you have probably seen your share of scary dolls. I have lived in NYC and grew up in the midwest so I knew what you meant when you said Octavia was a doll. I agree. She is a total delight. It was heartbreaking to see how disappointed she was after not getting her drivers license. Totally understandable seeing how much she enjoys driving. How ironic it will be once she gets her license and sees how many drivers on the road are making worse mistakes than she made in her exam. 😆
  19. OneBeing
    I am very glad thar certain peoples opinions were called out today by a spot on response by one of the most real and honest people on a certain site. Opinions that are voiced without having any actual knowledge of what is really going on are basically useless and potentially harmful as should now be clear. Please speak from experience about what is actually going on rather than stating something that is no more than speculation coupled with a personal desire of what you think should happen. Let life unfold rather than making demands.
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