Hi leora.
About the other night.
Don't fell bad about what has happend in the end of the night ...
We all have "been there done that" happened to all of as ... Some still do .
And it more then understandble ... That when you drink and have a great time it gives an Adrenalin rush and when that happens you don't feel that you had to much to drink until it's to late.
And after you set down you felt it raising fast and the rest is history. .
Don't feel bad about it (if you still do)
You had perfectly good natural fun and it was beautiful seeing you have so much fun and enjoying your self.. Even if the ending was not what you expected.
You're free spirit and we'll always love you for that
Have a beautiful mourning love ...
Smile always