Here is my honest advice. Do not get emotionally attached to tenants who live on a voyeur sex site. Most of these people are not Lexy and Pete, who are here for the thrill of it. They are here because they have very few if any options available to them. I personally had to sit and watch tenant friends of mine get kicked out into the freezing cold street, get treated like shit by VHTV, their managers, and yes, even you people. Mostly, I felt a need save them, but I couldn't. For many of these people this is their best hope right now. I get it. I get it better then some of you people realize. But, I'm telling you if you become emotionally attached to them, it will come with heartache and pain and a realization that you are basically helpless to do anything about it and all you will do is watch and suffer for them, especially when the end for them draws near and you know that there is likely nothing on the other side. In truth, one never knows if they themselves are being played. It does happen, people do lie. Nonetheless, you cannot save them and in the end all you will feel is helpless. I myself am forever damaged emotionally by the things I experienced here, most of which you know nothing about.
Anyways, just wanted to get that off my chest. Some insight into why I am the way I am. Yes, my goals here manifested in trollish ways. It was a scheme, a ploy, to separate us from them, with Jabbath being the ultimate target of my plans for obvious reasons. Also, this addiction to all of this. I do think many of you are spending way too much of your life on this stuff. Sure, in some moderation that can be fine, but that's not the case with many people here. For me, this addiction is overwhelming and destructive in my life. There was a time when my wife discovered my interest in this. She would not accept it. I almost ended my, now 20 year marriage for this. I let this interfere with my work and have had to switch jobs in order to start over again because I was so behind on things that I needed to do.
In my twisted mind, I thought I was saving Jabbath from himself among others. I may be misguided, but I'm not evil. Forgive me Jabbath, CC, and all who I hurt along the way. It's over, I promise this time. I will not post any more comments here ever again.
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