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So long it's her party this time and doesn't end up being something to suit Michelle. Lots of drinking and lots of nudity and none of Michelle's BF or 40 minute cigarette breaks. And Michelle we know you will get your panties off - not that I care - but just do it and go with Belle's flow, nipple licking, naked dry humping, spanking and everything and no fucking chatting. And Candy leave your BF out of this as well and let yourself go or stay in bed. Sia well do what you can and then go to bed so Michelle and My Belle can deliver the hardcore performance we know both girls are eminently capable of and above all switch that uplight off. If it is going to be dark make it dark enough for Night Vision Finally, NO CAMMING, this is for RLC viewers who have invested 90 days in watching My Belle and of course My Belle herself not Michelle's cam fans who will have plenty more opportunities to be pleased. My Belle Sexy Belle

You have to have OCD in the first place. It effects me in a few other ways such as I can't look at shoes who have anyone talk about dirt or unplesantries but only when i eat - I sometimes feel the need to clean the floor of any obvious dirt marks for the same reason - cannot cope with seeing things which might fall or get knocked off but only if they could break and an unattended pen without a top on drives me crazy. But I know other people with similar problems such as people who have to align things on their desk ... which unfortunately leads me to have the compulsion to unalign them - I don't know why! We have a comedian in the UK who went to the OCD clinic and he does not have a serious problem despite having to sleep in the car because a spoon was missing from a drawer. So I think I actually must have a very mild version of it, certainly nothing like Sheldon of "The Big Bang Theory". By the way from the first episode Jim Parsons's performance was brilliant because you could really feel him trying to fight his feelings in not trying to speak out but naturally he was unable to stop himself. Later I have become disappointed that his character has changed slightly because I don't think that's possible. For instance although capable of much love his character was avowedly asexual and I don't honestly think without hormone treatment how that could change ... but they did it for the story. Amy is creepy anyway especially with Penny.

Oh that's were she met My Belle Flying Insect Phobics Anonymous.

Oh I agree, but you know me, my natural inclination is to confront. However after that I ignore because I have said my piece. Unfortunately because the ignore system does not work correctly sometimes what these trolls say shows up and maybe I react again. I often find they are still attacking me so I guess some of what I said got to them so at least they know what it's like, but you are right neither we nor Leora nor the other girls should gave the time of day. It is better not to respond or let me do it because I'm used to taking shit.

I don't know if we could see much today. i caught the last few minutes but she was in the chair and side on so it was an awkward position to view. I do not know how she started but I have always wished she would bate in that chair facing the camera and maybe a bit closer because it as always been at a good angle and the contrast of her skin against the black background would be striking. I don't know how it started but she was reading a book before.

Just so long as you are pointing the right way.

Long conversation by Candy in English with someone in another country. probably female maybe older because they talked about always looking 18. She also talked about being sent a system that she hoped would work for her. They discussed make-up. The standout line was: "Yeah we will make it together, yes? Cool. I always dreamed about it, make the 2 with the boyfriend it's nice." The mind boggles.

I am not trying to deny My Belle's contribution to this because it seems she is getting to the same mindset judging from kitek's posts but Michelle seems all the time to be thinking about what she is going to do next. Several times I have seen her and My Belle seemingly rehearse moves that they might like to try later and thus Michelle is so controlled. However Michelle seems like the kind of person you spend ages negotiating with until you have a precise agreement which she has insisted upon (I am not suggesting she insists on the content of the agreement merely that there is an agreement that she is comfortable with/suits her) but when it comes to act on that agreement she throws most of that away and decides as much as she can what she should be doing and what you should be doing. I am sure some of you have had meetings with people like that and not just women. It's like they are saying that it is their prerogative to change their minds, you'll have to go with their flow if you want to join in and what happened at the meeting is in the past. I think when Becca and My Belle had similar less micro managed discussions they probably stuck to what they had agreed unless My Belle goes suddenly a bit wild like I think she did with Candy much to Michelle's huge and obvious annoyance.

I don't think she expected My Belle to rip her panties off the other other night but she did not run away and to me seemed up for showing her pussy to Michelle's cam but I think that is just giving into other girls - in some ways she might be even more submissive than My Belle who can be proactive sometimes - but on her own like when showering or changing she stays within her limits revealing as little as possible. Jasmin did surprise but only for those 2 days when Becca was leaving otherwise sadly and disappointingly she reverted to her normal refusal to party afterwards. Without her BF I really believe there could have been a lot of fun times with Candy and My Belle not lesbian stuff but certainly more nudity in the bedroom and probably a fair bit of naked sexy dancing.

There is no doubt that my OCD has caused an obsession and therefore a compulsion to see My Belle . Let's be very clear this is not love or even an obsession about the girl herself but about not missing the best pictures of her. I know that it is difficult to understand if your brain does not work that way and you are lucky that it doesn't. Take today when I perhaps suffered from it more than any other. I was hoping because she went to bed late she would not do anything before I got back from the dentist but the gods conspired against me and not only was she awake but it was glorious light. Then I follow her around topless but the feeds are running at different times so I miss shots such as her bending on the bend. And to top all this Leora is bating on the chair like I have wanted her to do for 15 months. I only caught the last few minutes and she was side on but even then I checked once to see if My Belle was up to anything and then checked again while Leora was in a brief shower. All this with my dental appointment looming for which I had to dress quickly which meant I missed some glorious Kitchen Kitty by Leora, a hall walk, reading naked with her legs apart and eventually playing with the dog which provides almost the best shots you will ever see of The Goddess - unfortunately though I glimpsed these events I could do nothing about them. But of course Leora until Thursday is only my secondary target and I have got over my obsession with pictures of her ages ago so this was easy to deal with. I cut back to My Belle and she is topless in the LR in light like you would not believe but I cannot do anything about it because I am already late for the dentist so late that I have to make the choice to run, despite my recent heart scare, to the dentist as finding a parking space may take too long. Despite the fact I know the very best shots will most likely be in the bedroom, I cannot rule out the possibility that she will give a final sexy shower so I set that feed - yes I have 2 monitors in my room but if I had 2 I probably could not cope so I only use one - and hope. In the dentist's which I get to on time and coughing I then start to worry because he is overrunning and all I can think about is what Belle might be doing in that extra few minutes I am going to miss. Finally I get in, the dentist fills the hole offers me a choice between £233 crown or a £53 filling so because of cash flow problems I go for that latter even though I know that it will probably have to be crowned in the future. So the appointment is shorter than I expected but then they offer to do it tomorrow or Thursday. Well now a normal person would not have hesitated (provided it did not clash with the doctor's appointment the next day) but I am already going through the mill so I ask for one on Friday and eventually have to settle for one on Monday. Then I sprint back to see I got nothing in the shower and all the nudity happened elsewhere. I am guessing she either did not change out of her panties or did it quickly ... but oh that light. So before people have a go at me and think that I am old fool chasing love's young dream, I hope this has made it clear to you. It is all about the pictures and physical attraction and I cannot actually help it but it most certainly isn't love. Any protective feelings or hoping she has a good life are entirely separate and for the amount I have watched her pretty normal. Hopefully now people will understand my behaviour and realise that I just have a problem. It means for instance that while I would love to see her cam and find every picture or video of Belle, it does not mean that I would contact her or look for her on social media so there is zero danger of me bothering her. It does get in the way of my life but on the other hand has also contributed to me producing more when I get obsessed with work. However I wish it was less intense. Of course the thing is now I know it will be replaced by another obsession which will most likely be totally unrelated and I hope something useful but it is not really within my control.

Does anyone have any of My Belle's nudity/topless from 11:40-12:10 when I was at the dentist, please? I postponed a filling for this.

That is what I told him. It seemed the logical reason for his sudden change of heart. Like I said, orginally his posts were positive but in the end his frequesnt attacks on her led me to investigate him and found that before his negative comments he used to like her and then something happened so an approach by him and a rejection by The Goddess is what led to his behaviour. If he had maintained his stance merely that she should leave Paul that was just his opinion but when he started abusing her because of her looks, then it seemed obvious there was something personal behind it.

I don't think she would have slept naked but might have laid down on the bed naked for a while before putting something on, whereas Michelle's actions suddenly put that at the top of her mind.

04:31 and Michelle has gone out to the balcony.

We were seconds away from some spectacular shots in the bedroom as My Belle bent over between cameras 7 and 8. It was a very tame shower with almost no pussy in 15 minutes then she came out of the shower and showed great nudity in the dark. It's so annoying and is many ways the story of her RLC career. Thank goodness for the 3 way massage but even then she didn't get massaged so we got nothing from the front. Then of course she went to the bathroom to put panties on and deny us those final bed shots. As for Michelle - not taking naked shots of herself for whoever's watching but tonight she was trying to film My Belle naked. Once again she seems to want control who shows what nudity when and to who. My Belle did not appear happy and that might have prompted her to put her panties on in case Michelle decided to film her naked on the bed. So this could be the 4th time Michelle has fucked up My Belle's nudity. And what's with the dancing now - oh she doesn't want to go to the balcony because she was focus and My Belle can't distract from her show.

I think I know why Candy and Michelle are My Belle's friends - they share a love of their own voices.

These 2 could talk for ever. Still it's probably better than "Desperate Housewives" although we did then often have the pleasure of some Jasmin nudity.

So long as there's a camera behind those doors, who cares?

I'm surprised. You have a wise head on young shoulders. Wisdom's never been my strong point.

Maybe Michelle thinks that qualifies as her topless massage bonus?

And I've just got your name - boy am I stupid?!

Well probably nothing but my OCD won't let me give up.

denizen, you're so young.

I would rub My Belle's butt all day and maybe provide my own special lotion.

Nothing has happened ... yet.