So, I'm in the process of ditching things in my life that I'm addicted to. Currently, the list is Starbucks coffee, beer, and voyeur sites/forums. All of these things are an incredible waste of my time and money. Things have to change. I need to find things in my life that don't have a downside. What I said earlier wasn't a lie, I really am jealous of the tenants. But, living vicariously through them is a mirage and doesn't fulfill me at all. I'm going to seek out things that matter to me. I'm going to experience sex and sensuality for myself. So, in order to accomplish this, i have to cut out this part of my life. Jabbath, you are the nicest gentleman I've ever know on any forum. Your are a postive person and you will go far in life. There is no doubt. Golfer, you make me laugh like none other here. Thanks for sharing everything with me. Harvey, thanks for all of the live picture posting. To all of the others who got me and understood where I was coming from, thanks. Lastly, to all of my haters, I love you too. I know I'm an ass, so thanks for reminding me. I leave with this. Goodbye! ?