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Paul is very aware of everything that goes on within the parameters of that apartment, not a doubt in my mind, even to the extent that I believe he is sometimes part of the game playing and interaction that goes on between us and Leora, I have always thought very highly of Leora, but, I also know that she can be manipulative, cunning, stubborn and controlling, as well as being tender, passionate. compassionate,and genuinely an all round nice person , I am aware that this is a contradiction, but that is how complex she is. She is an avid reader of these forums, of that I have no doubt, most of the time what she reads in them helps to boost her self esteem, and feeds her ego, but for every Ying there is a Yang. therefor the negative comments at one time used to deflate her ego and lower her self esteem, although I think she has now learned how to ignore the remarks she doesn't like. She has become harder now, and built an impregnable wall around herself to protect her emotions. He on the other hand controls her as best he can, and allows her certain freedoms to express herself, but it is a fine balancing act, as he always has this forum and others similar to know exactly what she does at any given time. It was mentioned by Foamy that his opinion was that she probably looks at him more as a father figure, this to my mind could be true, but I on the other hand believe he looks and treats her as a mother substitute, who pampers and spoils him, and looks after his every whim. But at the end of the day I really don't give a shit what they think, She on one hand gets her kit of and flashes her gash, whilst he on the other, skulks around like an neanderthal searching for the missing link......they obviously deserve each other.

I will concede that yes he does realise what he has, but he certainly doesn't appreciate it. And as I stated in a post recently, she is certainly no angel, and has in her way many faults, like all of us. I also many times referred to her as the puppet master, she plays the control game with us all, and just like Paul we suffer it. And we return for more.

" Remote cold place " Check it out mate, Where they live is a very modern town with over 1 million people, all the latest facilities, and summers where the temperatures are in the mid to high seventies, yes its bloody cold in the winter. I obviously don't know where you live, but perhaps Krasnoyarsk is a more densely populated and vibrant town than yours or indeed mine.

Yep!! You're so right mate, Some of us saw how emotional and affectionate he got the other night, when he nearly ripped the bedroom door of its hinges. lol.

It is laughable, because as intelligent as he is ( and he is intelligent ) he does not realise or appreciate exactly what he has. Plenty of intelligence but no common sense, Although I don't see her disliking the arrangement. And yes, we would all like to swap places with him.

I think its fair to say that she is more than generous in the way she shares herself between the premium rooms and the free rooms, But at the end of the day, as you rightly indicate, RLC are not running a charity organisation, they are in it as a business...I think they make allowances for her free spirit, and the fact that when people have seen her in the free rooms, they are then more inclined to take out an premium membership to see what is occurring in the premium rooms.

A welcome relief I would imagine.

IMHO, I would imagine that she would not be human if she did not read the comments written on CC, and would obviously be boosted by favorable remarks, but whereas the negative remarks used to affect her self esteem, I believe she has learned how to disregard them now, and has become harder and imune to criticism in her efforts to survive in what can be a quite brutal world.

I, as I am sure are others, are well aware that sewing and doll making have been part of her life for a long time, along with the painting, that was not what I was alluding to, nor have I referred now or in the past to her being a " cam girl ", not that you are suggesting I did, But, things to my mind are different, and although I would be certain she still reads CC, I think she has lost her drive.....not because of isolated days when she sits around doing nothing, but in general, she seems to have lost some of her spark and vitality,.....perhaps its a sign of contentment. But at the end of the day, unless she is telling anyone personally, then we only have opinions.

I never thought the day would come when I would admit that my interest in her is waning, don't misunderstand me, I still like the girl as a person very much, although like us all she is not perfect by any stretch of the imagination, I find the excitement has diminished along with what I believe is the changed dynamics of this apartment. She does not seem so interested anymore and it shows in certain things she does or doesn't do. Perhaps she's not " hungry " anymore and is just going through the motions. and she would possibly be unaware of it perhaps.....or would she. Who knows?

She does them here too, when the fancy takes her. Sadly she doesn't do anything for long before boredom sets it. She should for her own benefit start up a disciplined exercise routine, I know that she got membership to a gym around Christmas time, and bought all the latest trainers etc to do it with, but again it lasted a couple of weeks before she grew tired of it, or thought the ladies fashion shops were far more interesting, I have always though she had a "Grasshopper " mind, always jumping from one thing to another.

Of course if she requires a volunteer to officially monitor her body and keep her informed of any subtle changes, she only has to PM me. A thankless task, but I don't mind the hardship. Lol

Mores the pity she doesn't cook as often as she used to, but the more affluent she has become the less cooking she seems to do, They have carry-outs and go out some evenings each week, and she doesn't eat the right food anyway, sometimes she gets up and throws half a dozen biscuits down her throat, or bars of chocolate, then she looks in the mirror at her ass and does a couple of minutes exercise to try and keep mother nature at bay. She will only maintain that great body of hers if she pays it the respect it deserves, but unfortunately she is a two minute wonder when it comes to self discipline, and sadly she does not have a partner who will keep an eye on her body, and warn her when he sees the signs of possible deterioration. A good body later on in life isn't an entitlement, the foundations have to be laid when you're younger. Just an opinion.

Everyone has different opinions, that's what makes the world go round, My opinion is no more valid than your's. I cannot prove mine, and likewise neither can you....all's good.

Nice person yes, but whether she takes any notice anymore about what we think is debatable. she used to, but she got hurt a couple of times by trolls and I think it made her change her outlook.Just my opinion, others may think differently.

Absolutely, I wasn't discriminating, I meant everyone's. It certainly wasn't a dig at you personally, You asked an opinion, and I gave it.

In all honesty, I don't think she takes any notice of them.

He has been told numerous times by numerous people, but it doesn't register with him, so it is best to follow Leora's lead and totally ignore him......he has as much chance of her doing what he wants, as there is of me becoming Pope....And I'm Jewish.

Absolutely correct Nicholas, the guy obviously has some issues, that he would be better getting attended to by a qualified professional in some type of institution or similar facility, but I personally am going to take the advise of Pepe, and with immediate effect ignore him totally.

YOUR ASS!!, NOT HER'S.

Just the right size to fit up YOUR ass.

Not a pretty sight at the best of times, What about smell-o-vision, now that would make him run for the hills and never return....Way to go old buddy.

Thanks for that BB, In which case I unreservedly apologize to Beaf. Bad translation I'm afraid.

Unless I have misjudged ROCKHARD, then I think he will read what has been written again, and conclude there was no intention of being racist in your remark, he is a big enough character to admit he misunderstood, I'm sure. There is no mileage in continuing to think otherwise.