I think she is afraid of not being understood by others. And after all, how can you explain such a thing? How do you explain it to your lover, or whatever it is, that you masturbate in front of thousands of people a day for money and that maybe some evenings you can't go out because you have to please these people who pay to see you(And in all of this you have to make sure that it doesn't mean that money comes before your relationship ... wishes you try.)? On the one hand, even if stupid, I understand why she doesn't want to invite anyone but Denis. Denis more or less knows what's going on and Paul is the only one who has been with Leora on rlc. How would others understand if they never found themselves in her position?