thnx. sometimes it amazes me that i have been so lucky. i'm not talking about money because i don't have any. but there were many times where really bad things including possible death could have happened but i'm still here. someone told me once to think about 1 good thing that happened every day cause finding something bad is easy. that 1 good thing sometimes has to balance out against a lot of bad things & if you let the bad take over you will not survive.