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Now in Russian. Kak po mne. Khorosho, eto prekrasnoye vremya dlya menya, chtoby pozhelat' vam vsego proshchaniya. YA slishkom dolgo stoyal na etom forume, ya slishkom mnogo vmeshivalsya. YA izo vsekh sil staralsya sokhranit' potok v zhivykh, chasto yavlyayas' spornym, no buduchi nastol'ko chestnym, naskol'ko vozmozhno. Dlya nekotorykh eto ne udivitel'no, chto Kira - eto tot, kogo ya lyublyu bol'she vsego. Tot, dlya kotorogo u menya samoye sochuvstviye, u nas tak mnogo obshchego. YA nablyudal za ney v momenty ogromnogo schast'ya i vremeni glubokoy skorbi. Khuzhe vsego to, chto god nazad. YA smotrel iz cam8. Ona sela na krovat' Niny i podnyala trubku Niny i nachala prosmatrivat' yeye soobshcheniya. Nina poshevelilas', poetomu Kira pospeshno polozhila trubku. Ona vyglyadela uzhasno neschastnoy, kogda ona povernulas' k kamere i posmotrela pryamo v neye. Na neskol'ko sekund eto bylo pokhozhe na to, chto my smotreli drug na druga. Zatem ona voshla v gostinuyu i proverila soobshcheniya na svoyem telefone. YA mog videt' v yeye glazakh, chto soobshcheniya ne sovpadayut, ona nachala plakat', eto byl moment, kogda ona obnaruzhila, chto Nina solgala yey. Ona podnyalas' i poshatnulas' v koridore, rydaya nekontroliruyemo, poka ona ne upala na kuchu gryaznoy prachechnoy. Yeye serdtse polnost'yu slomalos' vo dvore, i ya plakala s ney. Vysheizlozhennoye budet slishkom «Millsom i Bun» dlya nekotorykh, no mne vse ravno, chto kto-to dumayet obo mne, u menya yego net. Eto strannaya zhizn', kotoruyu oni vybrali, chtoby postoyanno nakhodit'sya pod pristal'nym vzglyadom kamer. Eto bylo soznatel'noye resheniye, kotoroye oni sdelali, poskol'ku eto oznachalo, chto oni mogut byt' vmeste v otnositel'nom komforte. Neveroyatno slozhno inogda osobenno dlya moyey lyubimoy Kiry, kotoraya chasto predpochitala skryvat'sya ot nikh. Tem ne meneye ya blagodaren im za to, chto oni prinyali eto resheniye, i nam razreshili sledovat' im cherez ikh vzlety i padeniya. Eto byla privilegiya nablyudat' za nimi. Eto byla chest'. Nakonets, eto soobshcheniye Kire, yesli ona kogda-nibud' prochtet eto. YA byl by gord byt' chast'yu vashey zhizni, ya byl by gord byt' vashim ottsom, potomu chto vy tak mnogo dostigli za takoy nebol'shoy promezhutok vremeni. Beregi sebya Courtesy of Google translate.

RLC can be a little slow to respond at times, but I think they know, they are on vacation, and apparently together. So patience! The same with the "Fresh Meat" you demand so often, patience. Your wishes will be granted, not that it will do you any good. As for me. Well this is the perfect time for me to wish you all farewell. I have stayed too long on this forum, I have interfered too much. I have tried my best to keep the thread alive, often being controversial, but being as honest as I possibly could. It will come as no surprise to some that Kira is the one I love the most. The one for which I have the most empathy, we have so much in common. I have watched her in moments of tremendous happiness and times of deep sorrow. The worst of which is about a year ago now. I was watching from cam8. She sat on Nina's side of the bed and picked up Nina's phone and started to look through her messages. Nina stirred, so Kira hastily put down the phone. She looked dreadfully unhappy as she turned to the camera and looked directly into it. For a few seconds it was like we were looking straight at each other. She then went into the living room and checked the messages on her own phone. I could see in her eyes that the messages did not tally, she started to cry, it was the moment she discovered that Nina had been lying to her. She rose and staggered into the hallway sobbing uncontrollably until she collapsed on to the pile of dirty laundry. Her heart completely broken in two, and I cried with her. The above will be too "Mills and Boon" for some, but I do not care what anyone thinks of me, I never have. It is a strange life that they have chosen, to be constantly under the gaze of the cameras. It was a conscious decision they made as it meant they could be together in relative comfort. Incredibly difficult at times especially for my beloved Kira, who often chose to hide from them. Yet I am grateful that they made that decision, that we were allowed to follow them through their ups and downs. It has been a privilege to watch them. It has been an honour. Finally this message to Kira if she ever reads this. I would have been proud to be a part of your life, I would have been proud to have been your father, for you have achieved so much in such a small period of time. Take care of yourself.

00:28 and the girls have gone. Suitcases packed, the cats taken out to so someone else will look after them. I do not know if they "Won" with their gig tonight. If they did, then we lose. Because on the back of that their "Tour" could be a success. With the release of the bands video imminent, then that could also mean success for them. Fame will follow. Will we ever see them again in the apartment? That remains quite literally to be seen. Maybe in passing to collect some things, maybe never. The pitiful "We demand fresh meat every day brigade" may well get their wish. Not that it will do them any good. Until they grow up, their insatiable appetites will be just that, insatiable. As I say. Pitiful.

Sorry! but I doubt that will ever happen. As it is Nina plays to them. so she would jump at the chance for more cameras. She even asked about this some time ago, for those that remember her desire was a larger apartment, with a real fireplace and a deep soft rug in front of it. We all had great fun finding pics of said accessories. Whereas Kira only tolerates the cameras, seeking to hide from them in times of stress. To the best of my knowledge (not great on this) each couple that have been moved to a new apartment, have had their public feeds cut to one or two cameras. Often in poor locations, so you have to sign up to RLC to see anything meaningful. Also, more of the apartment is covered with more cameras, therefore no places to hide. This would be an absolute and emphatic NO! from Kira (in my opinion). She wishes to leave at the earliest opportunity. On the other hand. IF they are away on Holiday for a time, then that would be an ideal opportunity to at least fix and refurbish the apartment. Assuming no one moves in to look after the cats. If I was not so busy I'd be quite willing to go and fix the apartment for them, especially if RLC offered to pay for my flights. Just a thought...

It is my guess that RLC gave them a call and asked them to put the sofa back in the other corner. The reason being that there was a subtle change in the magnification of the cameras to accommodate the closer proximity of the sofa to the cameras. As it went to the telephoto end of the cameras ability, it lost focus of the foreground. Mostly on cam 4. Maybe it was not sustainable. So they had to revert back to the original position. No I do not think so, but it looks like the girls may be going on one. The suitcase on the floor from 01:47 was being packed with clothing. Now this could be just packing away winter clothing, as there was no real attempt to pack it tidily, at least at first. Then again it could be they are going on tour??? Time will tell, either way it could get interesting.

Nina is doing a Lot of housework prior to going to bed 03:35. Meanwhile Kira is in the bedroom changing the bedding. It was really funny as at one time she had to climb inside the cover to arrange the duvet inside. I know how she feels. Why oh why is it so difficult to put a duvet in a cover, There must be a better way. Any ideas anyone? O4:00 and Nina has given up, back on her phone. Kira now asleep in bed on her own, I thought they had changed their routine for the better, though it seems now it was a passing phase. At least they are still alone together.

Dammit! DE came back 19:15 and she still has a key as she let herself in when Nina was there. Icy atmosphere, but what the hell is she doing coming back? Sadville once again.

09:00 their time and the girls are just waking up from what looks like another very good nights sleep. Getting in to a new routine now that the changes have been made for the better. The best thing about this is they are now totally relaxed and the smiles and laughter have returned. The next few weeks are going to be great.

Nina and Kira sleeping like babies. It looks like they have/are having a very good rest from the work of yesterday. The sun is shining it is a brand new day. A brand new start. Carpe Diem "Seize the day" seems very appropriate right now.

The last 96 hours have been pretty traumatic for the girls. SO MUCH has happened in such a short space of time. I doubt any of us here could have imagined the position they find themselves in now. Spring has arrived, they have cleared away the last vestiges of a hard winter. I wish for them all (yes even DE, I said some time ago she needed to leave for her own sake) A bright future. A happy one filled with LOVE and SMILES. Especially Kira. For when she smiles, she can light up a room, and lights up my heart.

Well finally they have dispensed with Doe Eyes. I would like to throw a party. Some will disagree, that is the way of the world. What is important is that the girls can now concentrate on each other. To be themselves. That my friends is where their true happiness lies. TOGETHER.

Well this is amazing! Nina and Kira are having a spring clean to the apartment. This is Brilliant. For all those who have said Nina is Lazy, well not today, in fact she has been doing housework for the last few days. Bravo. Changes indeed. They both look much happier now. Lots of smiles, it's wonderful...

Now for something a little more controversial. Doe eyes has been conspicuous with her absence of late. Now I know that Nina and Kira are having a holiday at home right now, and DE may be doing the same elsewhere, but I doubt it. The other thing is that for past few days the girls have been sorting out the cabinet under the TV. This is where they keep the paperwork, contracts and invoices relating to their other venture. They are putting things in bags, presumably to throw them away or pass on to someone else. What if they are finally getting rid of DE. Removing all the paperwork to give to her, or even sell on to someone else, so that DE does not have to visit the apartment anymore. I know it will sadden some, but obviously not me. Another thought is that Nina and Doe Eyes have been arguing more and more of late. Sometimes the arguing became very personal. What if the "fight" that Nina had the other night was with DE. That DE lost it and slapped Nina across the face? This would explain the amount of crying and tears that were shown that night, from Kira at first, on the floor in the kitchen, and then Nina on the sofa after she returned home. There was just too much emotion in it all for it to be an incident with a stranger. It was impossible for me to understand any of what Nina said that night, the sobbing was too great, and my translations skills are minimal anyway. Yes! I know it sounds crazy, but it sort of fits. Yes! I also know that speculation is pretty pointless. Only time will tell.

Kira is always CUTE, I love her to bits, no matter what. There were a few tender moments earlier in the day, when Kira took Nina "breakfast in bed", well a Bagel or Donut smothered in cream. It was lovely, with both of them looking deep into each others eyes. A few small kisses and caresses that meant so much. :-))

Oh Noooo! Kira has had her hair cut. Just as I was becoming really fond of her new long hair. It made her look so much more feminine. Now it's gone... OK! I must admit, it is a wonderful style, back to the more boyish look she obviously prefers. Either way she still looks gorgeous. As long as she is happy, then so am I...