I post comments in a forum that is about a voyeur site. Indeed, there was a time when I wielded some influence, but not anymore at all. Even Jabs has very limited influence on VHTV anymore. Yes, I wish that they would have followed my vision of voyeurism, but they let me go. That's fine, I'm cool with that. I frees me to be who I am without care of how VHTV may feel about me. It's a very long story, but at the very heart of it all was my determination to make it possible for Violet and Jeff to be able to survive here. I became close friends with them and I knew what they were going through. So, I made it my quest to save them. In doing so, I was able to save others and I even helped place tenants on this site. I could write a novel about what was happening to me behind the scenes here. Alas! It all finally crumbled around the feet of AlexLina and that's where I was cut off for good. I was angry, but I'm not anymore. I don't care at all what VHTV does. I'm just here making comments like I used to as a person free from any burdens. VHTV can take my advice or not, I really don't care.