as a person with an addictive personality i can understand where you are coming from amy. many times i have beaten the proverbial dead horse into the ground. i'm older now & i try to do other things in between wearing out my addictions knowing that if i don't stop & rest on occasion i will not enjoy the things i'm doing & will have to look for something else. that's why even though i complain when nothing happens i actually am relieved when there is a day or 2 that nobody is doing anything. the week that had naked saturday followed by terry & anna's gangbangs i was exhausted cause i didn't rest as i didn't want to miss anything. i'm sure that there will be more things like that coming up & i'll have to pace myself. that's why it's a good thing that we have the timeline & archives. with the dedicated ops that we have saving the moments we will be able to pick the best stuff & not have to feel like we missed something which would then cause great anxiety & a quicker burnout which would eventually lead to no longer enjoying the substance of why we are here in the 1st place. no need to feel guilty about taking a break. the material needed to catch up will still be there. cc & the voyeur sites will go on & continue to be fun for us as long as we don't let it take over our lives. relax & enjoy !!!!