i have to admit .. It's rare to pay my attention to a post or comment here .. But when having passed to this comment i found it difficult to leaves it ,without register how impressed i am of it ,to how much you got on my admiration,i was affected by his words to the extent my heart that wasn't suffered over the years, they may it pushed my heart from his place and increased on the speed of his beats of, whatever you describe my situation!!, you might not believe me!!.. you wrote your story or whatever is in a beautiful way, you have was earned all my appreciation and respectful.. You Mr,regardless what have you suffered throughout all these years away of your beloved .. you need to be a grateful to her because her made your words are flow as the soft music to all hearts ,Perhaps, your heart finds solace in Martina, that's all what i could wish for you..