You are confusing wish with reality. You'd like to think that Trump handled Covid-19 as well as a different president most likely would have, but if you'd be honest with yourself, you'd realize that Trump screwed up.
All this down talk of Covid-19 by Trump, all these silly statements, some of them so ridiculous that one must doubt Trump's sanity. He could have been the front-line fighter to save the USA, but Trump has turned out to be a failure.