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07.05 23:07 Kris returns. She lies on the bed with her legs curled. About 23:27 answers the phone. Kris: Go to the ground floor there is a sofa. I'll go down soon. About 23:34 She returns with her ex boyfriend and his sister. Sister enters the toilet and he asks if they can go out on the balcony. Kris permits. He goes into Kami's room. Kris speaking with irritated voice tells him to enter her room. Y. asks if she could speak calmly and use the word "please." Balcony. After a while Kris joins them. You can hear a quiet conversation. About 23:43 Kami returns. She goes to her room. From the balcony you can hear louder speaking Kris. You can only hear a single word like "I'm tired," "I do not understand," "I can not." Kami peeks into the room . Kris says louder, then starts screaming. You can hear crying in her voice. Kris: I have no power. I just can not. Kris: I do not play with him !! I do not go out with him anywhere !! We live as neighbors !! And now is damn May holiday, when I just want to have fun with my man. You can hear Y's voice .: Calm down. Kris: What calm down ...? Kris: ... .. I'm worthless . I am not worthless. I do everything that everyone wants me to do. Kris after a while: I think about how to earn money and he is playing videos. Kris after another moment yells: I will die !!! ..... All my life I have to be afraid that he would die !!! For some time you hear calm voice of Y After some time, Kris again speaks louder. Kris .... I'm stupid. I am not stupid. I'm doing everything wrong. ....... All I'm saying is wrong. I'm doing everything wrong. I have not earned money to buy an apartment in Moscow, and therefore I have no right to discuss anything. Kris: I do not want to talk either with my mom or my dad about your problems because mom and dad say that this is nonsense and not the problem! And for me these are problems! About 23:55 Kami calls Kris from the balcony. Kami says that she is sick and wants to sleep and through the balcony hears their conversation. Kris says, "ok". Since that time, they are talking quietly. Nothing you can understand. About 0:01 Kami turns out the lights. Later they move to the kitchen. Y and Kris alone in the kitchen. Kris: I begin now to understand this statement, "I wish we had met much later," because maybe at this time you would have this character trait, which is a necessity for me. Y: Do you think that you also should change. Although a little. K: It all depends on the man. ...This organizing. Kris says his lack of organization affects everything else. Y defends himself and complains that she doesn't trust him and scrutinize everything he does. And it's terrible. N enters the kitchen. They talk about America. Y states that they should not speak because Kris was there for a week at age 13, and N for a month at 18. N to Y: it all depends on what you want out of life. Mine is .... K to Y: You said something about. Life. Y: Me? K: Hm. Y: I want you. N: Yes, he loves you. K: And what did you do about this? Y says something. N interrupts. K: He still does nothing for this purpose. N: It does not matter. I'm not saying that you should be with him. If he has good intentions that is good. K: Do you think there is even a particle of the soul? N: Super great soul never lets anything done in this life. K: Yes. Yes. Y: What a nonsense. K: Do you think that everyone should love you. N: You are super-good, super-nice joker. N parodies: Y will love you, you have pictures, it is a mine of money. Y: My pictures are Olympic weight. N: What did you do for this purpose. You did not go up to any theater (?). You know what? Go to the theater for the exam. When you start working from Monday to Friday then you will be ... K: Actor. Y wants to take over the art trade. N which apparently has some idea on this subject is trying to explain to him what rules govern this trade. Y speaks of things that he gave Kris. He says that this sweatshirt that she is wearing is from him. K protests that she took it when she left him after a row, and in return gave her own. Y lists additional gifts. K states that number of her gifts for him will take half of his home. N opens another bottle of wine. Later N and Y talk long about different family situations between them and their parents. Kris just listening. Later Y talks about his idea for a business. Kris is skeptical. Y again speaks about art trade. N explained to him that this is a business for people who have several billion of rubles. Y says that N drinks too much. He criticizes her because when drank she tells people about various family issues, dad does not trust her. N and Y keep arguing among themselves. Y and K in the bathroom Kris looks pleased and in love. K: What are we going to do now? Y: I have a plan. K: What plan? If you now go to the house .... . 0:54 in the living room Y admires landscape on the wall in the living room. He asks if he could wave to the camera. Kris: NO. They whisper. Later Y says he remembers all the gifts he received from her. He starts listing them and asks Kristy how come she can not remember. Next Y talks about a place. Perhaps it is a place where they could go. Restaurant, beach, hotel. Asks also for the opportunity to stay here. About 1:03 enters N. They discuss further plans. At the end, Y & N asks whether Kristy can let them stay in this apartment, Kristy doesn't like this idea. Y: I want to be with you. His Mom is calling. Y tells his mother that he will spend night at sisters place. After a while, his dad is calling and asks where is he and what is he doing. Y assures him that he is sober, he is driving. He says that they held discussions about life with N and K . Y asks dad for permission to spend night at N. Dad asks if N will not be disturbed. Y thanks for permission. Next they determine whether to go to a restaurant or buy food at the store and eat at sister place. After a while dad is calling again. Y says they are now on New Arbat (lies to his dad again) in the center of Moscow, they went for a walk, they were sitting in the car for long time and now will go eat. Y says they should quickly get something to eat and go to his sisters place. When N is trying to protest Y says he wants lie down with Kristy. "Not because I want to .... "(At this point K points between her legs, as she is on a period), only because he wants to kiss her. Soon they left apartment.

She called D saying she feels better and he is taking her out as usual.

He wanted sleep with Kristy .....

Kami currently is considering giving him last chance so his status is unknown at the moment.

he is younger than Kristy and this blond girl appears to be his older sister not his girlfriend

It's Kristy's ex- and his other girlfriend, he is the guy she went to that hotel couple weeks ago.

4.5.2016 23:38 Kamila returns. In the kitchen, Kris talks about a guy she met. She met him when she rocked on the swing at children playground. (Kami was so amused hearing that) Apparently it was a sympathy at first sight because they sat and talked. They told each other about their dreams. He confessed to her that he was fired from work because he refused a girl who was secretary of his boss, and she reported him to his boss. Kami talks about a movie she went to see with D. It was a horror. Eagerly waited for the end of it. She was scared. During the movie in the room there were some figures (apparently for horror effect ) Kami: We sit on the left side and comes blonde dressed all in white. Coming down the hall, out and suddenly appears beside me! After the cinema they went skating. It was fun. Kris: You start again. Kami: In what sense? Kris: You first say, no, no, no, later deny yourself. I do not understand. Kami: What do you mean no, no, no? Kris: When he touches you, you do not like it. Kami says it's not always like that. There are situations in which she did not mind and sometimes she feels sick from his touch. Kami says that today it was positive... Kami got phone call, it's some suspicious job offer. She tells Kristy about it. Kris says tomorrow she is working as an assistant in TV program about mutual behavior of men and women. 23:56 Again, the same guy calls Kami refuses his offer. Then she goes check if Kris is sleeping to tell her about it. Kami says that the behavior of the guy was like, "You what? You do not need the money?"Kris thinks maybe he called because what Kami wrote in her ad was what he thought she is looking for.

If you don't understand what she said going to the bathroom, don't bother convince anyone it was otherwise.

Vika talking to Rita last night. Vika said that she burnt something in the bathroom with the candles . She tried to wipe it off but failed. She says that she fails to make her boyfriend relaxed in this apartment. V: Tell me how can that be? He has also blamed her. V: I say to him, 'sorry prince .....' R: How long has he been here? V: Week. R: And he can not get used to? V: No. I switched off on the second day. Now I completely forget about the cameras. Rita said she walked down the street and at the end of this street came to an area where 2 sex-shops were next to each other. Some guys urged her to come inside. She quickly ran away from there.

And lights off in the bedroom I don't get this, she sucks him in LR with light on but can't suck him with lights on in the bedroom...

03.05 Kami and D since his unannounced visit discuss how to call the behavior of a man who comes uninvited to someone else's apartment, wanders around, without asking takes treats etc. Kami calls it a bad upbringing D informality. Yesterday while playing game they held another round of discussions on this subject. 11:20 in the living room Kris: Did you have good game yesterday? Kami: Hmm. Kris: How was it? Kami: There is no reason to rejoice? Kris: A grief? Kami: I'm not sad. Kami asks about yesterday's visit to her parents home. Kris answers her. Kris: Did Katya tell you something interesting about America? (girl that used come to play with them, now ex-girlfriend of the guy that plays with them) Kami: Katya wasn't present, she kicked him out. S brought me a gift cakes. They sat and ate. Kris: Have you eaten? Kami: Yes. Made tea three times. Kami looks into the box and there is almost no biscuit. Kris says that she eats only the first. Kris: What is S going to do? Kami: D said he could live with him for half a year. S asked if he could live here? Kris: Seriously? Kami: Seriously. I did not agree. S: Why, after all I'm normal. Kami: Insolence. Kris: He gets on my nerves. Even when I do not see him. Maybe he joked? For sure he was serious? Kami: No. Kris: And what offended you? (I did not understand what Kami said) Kris: That you had yesterday cheerful evening with two guys. Kami asks what Kris plans for today. Kris says she might meet with friends.With some she has been trying for long time and nothing. Her friend had a baby and wanted to show it to Kris but her husband objected because he considers that for 40 days (before baptism) they shouldn't show the child to anyone . Now 40 days is already 3 months. Kris notes that when friends have new born child they completely fall out of the social life. She hopes that soon they will have enough of staying at home and begin to lead an active social life.

Correct, she was in pain. She said: it hurts me She got pissed off because of that.

2.05.2016 12:43 Kristy still teases Kami about D. As if she doesn't believe, that Kami will not give in. She asks if tomorrow we can all rest. Kami says yes. Kristy: We all drink. And I'd offer something. Why you do not want it? Because you love D and you want spend time with him. I know. Kami says she does not want to go to someone else's family. Kris: In my place it is free. Kami: That's not it. I want to feel free and comfortable. I can not with strangers ... Kristy: after all, this is normal. Kami: you can easily do it and I can not. Kris: You do not want go to my place? Kami: Always. Kris: Please. Kristy: You are able to do good things? Kami: No Kris: You are capable. Kris talks about her ex-boyfriend, that among them are friendly relations. Kami has doubts. Kris begins to compare them and Kami with D,. She says that Kami allows D for different things such as massage, scratching and Kristy and her ex-BF don't do that. Kristy explains that you can talk about friendly terms, when a feeling is burned in both and not when one is still bursting with love. The phone is ringing. Kristy asks who? Kami: Guess ?. Kristy shouts D!!!! and I ask what he plans for Kami today? Kristy wants to know what he proposes. Kami: walking, eating, evening cinema. Kristy goes out. D shows up and leaves with Kami. They returned in the evening with his friend and played in the living room. D before leaving sits on the couch next to Kami and recites the beginning of Tatiana's Letter to Onegin. Pushkin: I write this to you - what more can be said? What more can I add to that one fact? For now I know it is in your power To punish me contemptuously for this act. But you, keeping for my unhappy lot Even one drop of sympathy Will not entirely abandon me. At first I wished to remain silent; Believe me, my shame, my agony, You never ever would have heard. As long as hope remained preserved That rarely, even once a week, I'd see you in our country house, To hear your voice, to hear you speak, To say a few words, and then, and then To think, and think, and think again All day, all night, until the next meeting. But it is said you are unsociable, And in this backwater all is tedious to you, While we… well here we shine at nothing, Although we're glad to welcome you. Kami laughs. D wants to stay but Kami says that he should go because she has to take a bath. She does not allow him to kiss her goodbye.

1.05.2016 20:21 Kris asks: What's up with D? Kami: He thinks that everything is good again. I do not do anything that would give him a reason to believe that from my side everything is all right. He stopped make me nervous. I like it. His behavior became perfect. Kris ... ....you let him? (I did not understand the beginning) Kami: I do not allow. I do not do anything that would allow him to understand that all is well. I do not embrace him .... Kris: Why? Kami: Because it would restore his faith in something and then go back again to what it was before. I do not want it. Kami: I do not feel anything for him. I'm comfortable with the fact that he does everything for me, but I can not call it abuse. I feel comfortable in his company. I do not want to do anything hastily because then I pay for it. As I paid for that night and in Aeropark. Understand? Kris: Hmm. (Previous day in Aeropark supposed to be movie screening on which D urged Kami . Kami returned with D clearly upset and immediately went to bed; apparently something happened there. When Kami was lying in bed she clearly said 'Sorry D".) 22:42 Beginning of massage. Girls don't talk much. Mainly about the massage, where it hurts or tickles etc. Later, Kristy talks about a foreigner with whom she corresponds. Guy for 2 years was not at home. Later, they are talking about social networks, posted photos. How many subscribers they have. What they write. Kami says D watched it and commented on something. After 40 minutes Kristy starts scratching Kami's pussy. Kami laughs and says it's like in porn films. She saw a movie in which a woman was tied with her legs spread open. Kristy has not seen such a film. Kami talks about this book that D gave her, there are also erotic situations . Kristy asks if Kami never tried sex with girl friend using strap-on dildo? Kami: What are you insinuating??? Girl friend... Kristy: I tried. Funny. Did you try? Kami: Seriously? When? Kristy: I will not tell you. Later, she said:That they did not finish but does not say why. Reiterates that it was fun. After some time, Kami starts talking about yesterday unexpected visit from D. She described how he massaged and rubbed her in one sentence. Kris: All the time you are in opposition to him? Kami confirms. Kami: He is trying to create the impression that he is ideal. That does everything for me, he is such a good, gentle, caring ... Everything for you. I solve all your problems. How to believe in something like this? And then everything goes to hell. Kristy: In the blink of an eye. Kami: every day less and less, less and less.

ID is hidden in the pattern of dots (Braille coding)

He is talking about round dot above Kristy's shoulder and another one above Kami's knee.

Don't worry, soon people will complain about Rita, she will not show anything unless she goes to shower.

Don't think so, nobody beats Danaya, she is the bed champion.

She tells Kristy that she does nothing which could give D hope for them getting back together. She believes that if she doesn't hug him that is enough to discourage him.

Rita has next week off from school so she plans catching up on sleep.

Talking to Rita she said: At 10:00 she practiced yoga with some people then talked to them for 2 hrs. Then she went to the beach where she got burned little bit.

29.04 20:50 Kami returns home 22:00 comes a female visitor. Girls drink champagne. At the beginning her friend talks about guys. She met with some rich guy but nothing happened. Kami says that Kristy is afraid to fly and Kami had problems with calming her down on the plane. During the first day girls got to know different guys but weren't interested to continue hanging out with them. On 2nd day they went to Phi Phi island and when they stepped off the ferry they saw a lot of handsome, tanned and long-haired guys. Kami says she looked around with Kris and they were everywhere. All young, friendly with blond hair. They liked it there so much, they decided to extend their stay for another night. Next day they went to a bar. Kami says that everywhere there are playing something. When they entered some guy walked up to them and offered to play the game. Kami never played. When she approached the players there was the guy who at first sight aroused in her desire to be with him. Kris proposed to approach him. Kami felt that it is not appropriate for a girl to make the first move. But he approached them and offered to play. He showed Kami how to play, like golf instructor standing behind her back and showing how to hit with a stick. He embraced her, Kami said that she has not experienced such a thing before. In addition, she was drinking before . It seemed to her that once they play that will be the end. She didn't sense any interest from him. They won with some other couple. Kami says that after the victory they embraced ( she sighs). After the game the girls wanted some fresh air and went upstairs. Then he caught up with them and suggested going to the beach. As they passed a place where people danced, he invited her to dance. He was holding her too strong. Kami felt internal protest. What he wants from me? Of course she wanted, but not so aggressively. Friend asks about his nationality. Kami: German. Kami: He began to touch her everywhere but she did not let him. She felt offended by his lack of respect. He tried that again. He offered to go to his place. Kami moved away from him and walked away. He asked: What is it? She explained to him that she does not consider it normal behavior towards a girl he just met. Kami comments: Do I look so much in love with him? He began to apologize. He said he had no intention to offend her. Later he offered her things like drinks, food, cigarettes. Kami refused offended. He commented: Why you're so decent. Such people do not exist. Kami: I behaved like "do not touch me." Game started between us. He's trying to get me and I'm untouchable. There, all the men walking around in shorts and bare-chested. He instilled in Kami desire. Kami: High. Slim. After some time, he asked why she does not want to go with him and she did not know how to explain it to him. The only thing that came to mind is that "In Russia it is not accepted." I met repeatedly with the fact that it normal for them. We expected a little bit as far as possible respect and romance. They sat for a while and he said: Let's go. Kami: Where? B: To me. Kami: Are you nuts? Kami says he saw that she was ashamed to accept it because she didn't want him to think she is ... (so easy) He asked her where she wants to go. Kami did not know. At the end, he suggested something and Kami agreed. They came to the house of his friend. In one room slept his friend. They entered second bedroom. He closed the door. He began to caress her and Kami asked for protection (condom). He convinces her that he is all right. Regularly tested. Kami pushes him away. He promises that he will be cautious. He says he does not have a condom. Kami already calmed down and says she does not like it there. She said that she felt the greatest desire before, and then she wanted, and when they got there it was over for her. He went to ask his sleeping friend but he did not have it. It's been 20 minutes. He argues that he is tested in the clinic and he is clean. She can ask his friend if she wants. Kami says it is incomprehensible that he was talking about it. She treats it as a cultural difference. At the end, he said that he would go buy a condom. Kami says she will fall asleep when he returns. He says he knows how to wake her up. He returned after 20 minutes all sweaty from running around the island. Kami: Okay. Kami: Here we go. Passes about 7 minutes of sex and Kami say, "I do not want anymore. I want to go home." He started to protest that he had not finished. He wanted Kami to help him but she refused. She said he can finish himself and she wants to go and sleep in her own bed. Friend commented that 7 minutes is a very short time. Kami says that she often cums in shorter time. He wanted go to her place. Kami said she lives with a friend. He: It's no problem. Kami: But I sleep with her in the same bed. He: It's no problem. You do not have to worry, I'm normal, I will sleep on your side. Kami says to her visitor .: You know, for them it's all the same. Anywhere. It's like whatever. The boy promises that he will not interfere. Kami does not agree under any circumstances. Kami says that he made her angry. She gathered her things but did not know where she was and how to get back to the hotel. He explained to her and suggested that she left him her FB info. Kami did that. She returned home upset and after a while he calls and proposes to meet again at the bar because he wants to practice the game. Later, they met every day at his place and in other places where they made love. 23:13 Later Kami tells the story of what has happened at the end of their stay. He promised that next year will come to Russia. Kami says that since they met they became for each other completely different people. Among them was high sensitivity, everything as it should be. Kami said she understood then why she can not be with D (ex-BF). Because I do not feel with him all this. What I feel to this guy is real, sincere. He practically did nothing for me . It was just pure sex. It comes from the soul, not to gain anything. I was happy when he said that he wants to be with me not just to fuck. I told him it was our last night. I go to Phuket and fly out. They lay on the beach and watched the stars. He suggested that they go to his place. Kami: I lie on the beach and look at the stars and I realize that if I will not go now I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Simply we will split up and that's the end. We went to him. We were fondling and I told him that I want him badly now. Again, we found that there is no condom. He assured that he will be cautious and he will not finish inside. He also took some pill so she does not have to worry. Kami considered that as the last night so be it. They loved each other. Later he suggested that she stays with him until morning. Kami did not want to. The next day, it turned out that he had bought a ticket to Phuket on the same ferry. When Kami boarded the ferry and began to look for him she found out that at the same time there are three ferries leaving and they found themselves on different one and could only wave to each. Kami burst into tears. They were going to stay together for few hours to say goodbye, and nothing came of it. In Phuket he came to the hotel and offered to stay with them. Eventually he rented a room elsewhere. They spend the time together. Kami dreamily says that "it was a farewell of a century," It was so nice, expressing fondness, also sexually. Everything I need and what I was missing. He left about 5.00 in the morning and the same day we flew back home. I planned that after all this when I meet D (ex-BF) I tell him not to do anything for me. We get back home and he is waiting in a suit & bouquet of flowers. I felt ill. He wanted to kiss me. In the car he asked: How was it?. Kami: Do not to ask. D asks Kristy: How was it? Kristy: It was hooooottttt !!!!! D: In what sense? Kristy: In every sense. Kami: Today we sit, eat and I got messages from him. The kind of "I miss you." He sent me his picture. D ex-BF looked and I do not know whether he read it because he pushed the phone away. The guy says that he can not forget her. She's wrote, that you have to forget because none of this will work out. He writes that he will not find another girl like her. Kami laughs happy. Friend: He returns to Germany? Kami: He doesn't. He extended his visa. He works on the ship. He leads tours. He is the dream guy! Kami: He extended visa. Later he goes to Vietnam. In few months he will be in Germany. He promises come to Russia. We write to each other. I thought it was just me missing him. Next Kami says about Kris. Kris met a guy. She kissed him, but did not allow him to do more. Later, when she wanted to meet him, it turned out that he went to another island.

There is a chance for that to happen but most likely she will face the cam with her back.

Don't expect her walking around like the other girls, you know that's not going to happen.

Looks like Rita figured it's cheaper to stay at RLC place than pay for the rent while she studies Spanish in Barcelona.