Howard

I agree with most of what you say. But that's the price she pays for living in her bubble. You would think after 8 years on RLC, she would want to expand her universe. Maybe she eventually wants to settle down, have kids, etc. But that future (should she want it) is cloudy when you live within restrictions (directly or indirectly).

Kidney stones? I had it once - no fun. For men, it's often a sign of not drinking enough water (and drinking/eating too much dairy and soda). But women rarely get stones. Could be something else.

Since your post is the equivalent of two chapters in the book Moby Dick, good idea that you take time off from the forum, if not RLC for a while...maybe a long while. Not to dismiss how you feel, but too much time writing such a lengthy 'essay', might be time for you to reevaluate....life.

I'll have to side with grandpa Jimbo. Jimbo4 may have attacked me for my views on Leora on numerous occasions, but he was generally consistent (consistently wrong, but that's for another thread). 😀

From past Christmas' of these two, it is a special event (excluding the beej). Tibor gets sentimental. I've seen in the past where they stand by the tree and sign Carrols (I don't celebrate but find the traditions endearing).

Wouldn't that be sacrilege getting blown by the Christmas tree? He got his gift, and all she got was eggnog.

We're nearly saying the same things using different words/approach I'm taking a long term outlook regarding mostly her mental health. Everyone speaks about her (conjecture for all, of course) for the present. After 'getting to know' her the past several years, my approach is different. Sometimes we just need to bang - no romance involved. We've all done that (I hope). I also hope, if desired, everyone has had, or is in, a romantic relationship. It appears that's what she's getting is physical satisfaction on her terms (for now, I don't care what his objectives are). I've been saying that for her to grow as a person, she needs to get uncomfortable. WE ALL NEED TO GET UNCOMFORTABLE FOR PERSONAL GROWTH. She needs to get off cam and find her direction. She can't do that spreading her legs for money on camera, (harsh words, but that's what she's been doing the past several years). Whatever 'activity' she does outside the apartment will always pale in comparison to what she does on cam and how people perceive who she is. She is so much more then that (as she's shown in the past), and capable of tremendous growth as a person. But as long as she keeps on camera, a meaningful life (as I'm sure 99% of us strive to achieve) doesn't progress for her (I doubt this is what she dreamed of doing when she was a teen-ager).

I read what you rote the first time. I'm saying if that's the case, the 'relationship' will fizzle because it's not genuine (IMO). She's 28...29. Most girls (and I'm sure that includes Leora) her age date to get a long term mate. Not only will dude not come to the apartment (I don't necessarily blame him for not wanting to be on camera), but she will not break away from RLC. That relationship has (or will very, very soon) reach a crossroad. Either he'll have to come to the apartment so there is a mutual balance in an accepted lifestyle. Or she'll have to leave RLC for the relationship to advance (I hope the latter, if they are compatible). As far as I'm concerned, for now, dude is only satisfying her DICK needs.

If so, then he's a dick for hire. For a variety of reasons, nothing meaningful can come from it Assuming she's getting dick, her bigger problem is (and she doesn't realize it), her life lacks romance. To get dick to satisfy a need is one thing. But to have a romance w/ dick involved, a person elevates themselves towards better things. And that's one of the reasons why I say she needs to be out of RLC. Not because I don't like watching her. But for her own good (to be a better person, grow as a person).

FWIW, if Leora and Paul are still a couple, then he (or she) would meet up often. Long distance romances rarely work. The last I saw the two together was 10 months ago (assuming they haven't met up outside the apartment). Whether or not I believe anything I read about Leora in these forums, one thing is certain: She needs DICK. IMO, she forgot what dick feels like. If this dude on the couch can be a flying fuck (a one-n-done), and give her the dick she needs, then he will have served his purpose.

You kind of just described the average, paying RLC member. They expect Leora and Malia will go down on each other, and.... OK ya'll. Just a quasi-joke. Don't get your panties wrinkled.

You need to take this 'screenplay' to Hollywood. I live in Los Angeles - I know people. Send it over and.... 😄

I don't disagree. But I'll add, in part, she also moved because she prefers the comfort of what RLC gives her. Without RLC, she would have to face the world and ear an (honorable?) living. AS I've said previously, RLC is her poison to living an overall better life. As for Paul, I never have understood why he didn't come along for the ride. Is there something that ties him to where they once lived that makes it difficult to transition to a new city? We know it wasn't his place of employment. 😄 As for their relationship, as someone else stated, if it's over, stop talking to each other. The first thing (that is best to do) when ending a long term relationship is someone needs to move away and create distance. Leora did that - good move. But I don't think you can remains friends with someone you boinked for many years. There are exceptions, but its rare.

I think she has reluctance in doing what she does w/ Malia. And indeed it is her choice. But I also think she realized when RLC 'suggested' to them both to get more 'familiar' with one another, Leora knew she'd have to make compromises to enjoy the money and perks that came with free rent the past 8+ years. Without dick in the apartment, something had to change.

....and that's why it has been long overdue that she leave RLC. But as mentioned, she is stubborn and will do the opposite anyone dare suggest she should do. No matter if it impedes on her mental health or growth as a person.

Some live in reality. Others live in fantasy. A little of the latter is OK as long as the former is primary.

It is not genuine. Its for your viewing pleasure only.

It might become an Olympic event in 2024.

They know EXACTLY what they're doing. Every week or two, they'll add just a small little extra snippet to keep you as a member (and keep you watching). It's part of the RLC master plan to keep you hooked. Very doubtful you will see any passion from them. And I don't think one gal has inserted a toy into the other (or even passionately touch the private area of another).

He's a fuck-buddy. Nothing meaningful can come of them pairing unless she either leaves RLC, or he comes inside and bang her on camera (and accept the wrath he'll receive from viewers). I go back to after Maya split w/ Stephan. Maya was banging the new 'boy-toy' off camera for a couple months or so. She (and he) knew that unless he made himself known on camera (and eventually moved in), they couldn't grow as a couple. Or...she would have to give up the free rent and get off of RLC so they can have a future together. Relatable scenario w/ Leora and whoever she might date (assuming she wants a long term relationship).

Peepee, I made an observational post and you and others attack me for my opinion. I'm not the one with the problem and certainly not one with any obsessions.

STOP CRYING!! Again, your defense of Leora is disturbing and you mask it by attacking me. I'm figuratively apologizing for making you realize that the fantasy on your computer screen is not your reality (and can never be). She is not your human pet. Stop deflecting that the topic is LEORA (and the hypocrisy of most everyone loving on her for their own benefit; along with what *I* see would be best for her growth as a human). Most everyone on CC does not give a crap about her as a person as long as you get self-satisfaction. Resorting to name calling means you've lost the argument/debate. Your attempt to divert attention away from your own insecurities and mental health issues isn't lost on anyone. Your social anxieties contribute to your escape from reality. Leora would be much better off away from the cameras. Anyone who looks at her behavior objectively will agree. That you, and most everyone else who has opined, thinks she's better off now then before, makes her nothing more then a sex object for your pleasure. I suppose in a way that's OK as she is knowingly prostituting herself for you (she only has YOU in mind when she's bating). But to not admit that to yourselves, and mask it for genuine care about her (or mask it by attacking me), that is a mental health issue.

1. You're a hypocrite because you profess your love for her, giv her pet names as if you know her personally, yet that only masks that you want her to stay around so you can jerk off. Anyone who thinks she's better off today than several years ago is a selfish person. 2. How long has it been since I uploaded a clip (for YOU to wack to)? 3. Again, because you say something doesn't make it true (though I appreciate the humor). 4 & 5: And finally, if I didn't hit a nerve and wasn't speaking the truth, you wouldn't take the time to respond. Check and mate.

Once again, your post stinks You're new handle should be Word Salad because like Mr. Biden, you lack substance. Continue on professing your love and concern for the well-being for your queen as you mask your own insecurities and issues. If you feel like I'm speaking nonsense, why bother replying; unless the truth hits deep.

Go back to my posts (start from 7...8 years ago). I clearly stated I tuned in to RLC to observe behavior - that has always been my primary reason for logging in. Calling me a hypocrite? Back it up. It was Leora and Paul's decision to first come to RLC. It now is Leora's decision what she wants to do w/ her life (not mine - not yours). I'm saying she is so deep in the RLC bubble, her vision (and growth) is both subconsciously muted and clouded. IMO, she would be better off on the outside. OK for you to disagree. But to attack me for my opinion, you need to reflect why its so important to you to disagree (i.e.: selfish motives). I have always stated my OPINION is based on observed behavior. She obviously can choose as she pleases. The audacity of most everyone defending her choice to stay to only mask their selfish desire of wacking off, that's wrong (but porn has no honor). Come out, be truthful, and say you enjoy porn and the benefits that come with it. But to say otherwise (that you care so deeply for her, that she's a queen, a princess) that's b.s. If porn rules your life, you need to admit it and probably do something about it. She's a prostitute (which she's OK with,...or is she?). It is NOT an insult. She engages in sexual activity for payment. Can't get more clear then that. Unethical, immoral - to most society's, it is. Her choice to do so. I have the liberty to judge her doing so (as YOU have the liberty to judge me with your words). Does that make me a hypocrite? I've said for YEARS she needs to get out of the RLC bubble. I also have the liberty to say she would certainly be a much better person - has much more potential within her for all ficids of her life, if she would get off camera instead of prostituting herself. There's no reason to defend a girl NOBODY here knows. You only known her from what you see (and censored from what she wants you to hear). It's pathetic that 98% of CC members think, from what they know of her, she's better off now then she was eight (or two) years ago. Yea...a young woman of 28 (or 29), on camera for 8 years, no longer does knitting/crochet, paint, or similar mind challenging crafts, rarely picks up a book as she did often in the past,...but has advanced her growth pretending to be a lesbian and continues to purposely position her open hoo-haa for the camera and bate for your pleasure. Arguably, her growth the past 8 years consists of understanding lighting and camera angles. Ya'll care so, so deeply for her. Yes, she seems MUCH better off now then ever before.