When I was young, dumb, and full of cum, I was a deputy sheriff. Now, that is a profession for voyeurs. The skinny dipping holes, the lovers out in their cars, the open windows, etc. was a mecca for a perv such as me. hahaha That is about the only thing I miss about that job.
I don't lurk, but I enjoy looking. Hell, I even hide and watch my wife when she doesn't know, even though she has no shyness about showing me anything. It's just the need for secret watching in my psych I guess. Yup, I'm a voyeur, but a very disciplined one. After the initial thrill of watching RLC and seeing the couples in their nakedness and having sex wore off, it became very boring. Especially the same old scripted sex. I don't enjoy their acting for the camera, or perceived competition with each other about who are the best porn actors i.e.; Who has the biggest dick or who can last the longest. The thing that interests me is their real lives. That is why I dropped my paid status until they get somebody that speaks English so I could actually know what is happening and follow along. If I want porn, there are 49 tons of free stuff out there. I like the day to day drama (if you will).