There is a words going on in my head, i tried to let it go, i mean to speech, but it refused to gone ... because it regard about my friends, to surely, my best friends..
There are two of my friends because of a difference in views, and what happens in some of the apartments or events. "On VHTV,
They are both of them taking a different views so far, but there is nothing so strange about that ,We are an humans beings and we will not agreed with some of opinions, or some of views, that not wierd it's our nature..Humanity, in other words (those are our features) ..but The strange thing, is that when (the difference of views) turned between these friends to be an a battle or the war.Maybe it happens with me also, i can not deny it, and perhaps defended my opinions in the same difficult way and using words difficult or even abuse or take that fight to the personal sides to register my victory .. Maybe i will do all this, but there is a question and you both can imagine that , Then that friendship to which or where way will go or to any direction??!! .i think that will goes to break their ties or links. And we will descend to the cliff and perhaps will fall into rabbit hole as i named it. (Or stuck in the trap) as Amy when named it some times .. Then ,believe me, even if we call (911) to help ?? i think he will can't be able to save those beautiful moments .from vanishing and going into a sea of deep oblivion and also going into a dark of shadows.but what worse may be happen than is will be die those memories.. Perhaps after, became the voice of the demons in the top of
our heads, let us recognize we all have demons in our heads, that urging us not to make any concession. At the expense of some fake characters in ourselves. i will be the first .i'm i admitted that the ego might make me go beyond the limits of my friends and possibly taken positions of defense or attack that will lead to win my views at of the victory of the opposite view, there is the question, is this true victory؟!! Then this victory!! about who on my friends!! ok it is nice my victory itself.!!!! And then what happens after that.!!!! Don't you see in an instant win you are in fact lost. Lost Friends. There was a common true telling says that if you want to lose yourself as well as your friends there is the easy way by use these ways.. Such friendship is the first loser. Those Friendship built on the moments of great, great times.(both of you and me are a witness to some of its scenes and how beautifully were is).do both of you have broke the most beautiful meanings of friendship, causing in that i drifted away and placed my sorrow inside me .As well as distancing themselves from each other. may now seem indifferent.. Or are not interested in or each one of them says the same (will continue despite this life) then who has the courage to break the Berlin Wall again, the answer depends on you i will tell the story in the next part of this commentary..!!!!..
Oh earlier"i had this dream.. The dream that i find white hand holding my hands in some cases such as ," Dream i find those words but excellent; she presented the shorteness.. Those words were like the rope that whatever fell in those a deeper from the Sea of Grief, Patting on my heart, was stuck with my soul from falling more than in the depth of the sadness..save me those
word's always", because it comes from someone feelings of someone always love his friends..There is a word he said to me one day .i wish i deserved," he told me that i was {real gem } ( i see in those words now ,and i wonder, : for the Goddess who's now the (real gem) my guess is you and that it is a fact?! this is my short answer..just remind this also :The beats of my heart was heard from afar when i saw you in first time (you Romeo) , by the way Before i forget as usual. Happy Birthday, I'm sorry that was very late Romeo.notice( my dear friend, if you are the Priest with the red sign, who turns the words into the icons of the hearts,but you will not be able to defeat me,Did you know why?!! Because i am the Queen of hearts, that who can switched the icons into words of love..
There is a dream like (a dream of summer night) when i saw them ..That was my dream, which i hope not to end soon .
for my angel :Those that i asked myself what the definition of she, what is its meaning of she. did you know who answered me?!! from who replied to my question, the rain fell on me those was an answer,replied me also, when the hearts are'flying in the sky by your wings, and the moon are answering me by use Whispering about you, Even butterflies replied me by 'flying' from your hands..!!!! i believe that life means Amy, as Amy criticizes,as Amy is objecttion,as Amy is silent, Amy tinkles like birds, as Amy boycott all of us,as Amy bother all of us, she is the ones that are Amy and i loved her so she has tops and has a downs. Light and darkness, joy and sorrow, shadow, sun, moon, stars, volcano
earthquakes, all of that is Amy's i was not wrong in her definition, if you love her or hate her, you must be a fair with her, Amy is all part of the life ,Amy it's the life of this forum(CC) she is the River of love in this forum(CC), so for this Amy is life.. my friend..