Amy3

Maybe there's still a chance for some Ruta panties. LOL

Listen JJ, I don’t always want to start a war. Let me just get this out of the way. Jabbath and I are long time friends and that friendship goes beyond what happens here. I love him and I always will no matter what. He is always there for me, even when I’m clobbering him over the head. Our friendship is always a work in progress. I am a very sensitive, yet volatile person as you all know and have experienced with me many, many times. I’ve been told I have bipolar disorder or whatever, but I don’t. I’m not on medication, I have a very challenging job, I have a fairly normal life albeit it a double life, and this place is a major escape for me. It is a place that I can express myself in a way that I cannot in my real life. I like to have fun and explore the limits of my imagination here. My ego is on full display and unhindered. Impulse control? What is that? You get the idea. Anyways, I’ve been through a lot here. I lot more then just what you see on the forums. I probably have posted more in PMs and Twitter DMs then I have posted comments in the forums themselves. I see all of this through a wide scope and I have put myself into the middle of it in many different ways. I’ll spare you guys the long, long story about how I got to this point with Sparkles and Jabbath and just write the long story. Ultimately, my issue with them is that I felt like I had figured out how to be happy here and instead of accepting what I was telling them was something good, they laughed at me and told me I had turned into a different person. They rejected my idea that instead of propping up the “good“ tenants/managers and putting down the “bad” tenants/managers, that we instead just treat them all the same and look for anything that is interesting, sexy, controversial, funny, or just plain weird and post that way. They felt like I was telling what to do and it when downhill from there until it was over between us. At that point the division occurred and the “war” if you will began. From that point, all I could see in them was this continuing propping up the tenants/managers, who Jabbath was friends with, and this constant putting down of the tenants and managers he was not. It drove me crazy! It just got worse and worse and worse. To the point where even if members here showed an interest in one of the “bad” places they would swoop in with some reminder about how they are bad and are only fit for jokes and laughter and “how dare you be so stupid as to like this place. Don’t you know this .........” But then if someone dared say something similar to the tenants/managers that Jabbath was friends with, then suddenly here comes the shield of protection to defend the tenants good name. “Be gone troll, here have a report for your unacceptable comment!” Well, that sort of thing. It irritates me to have members, who have privilege, like they do, ruling over the playing field from above the field not as our equals, but more like our overlords. It irritates me that they are not our equals and they can determine good and bad here and if need be, use the report tool to crush someone’s viewpoint. It only made me more and more angry with them. Since they have so much influence here, my attempts to change things only got more and more negative. So much so that Jabbath started a private club and began posting hidden links in order to get separate me from the forums and divide the positive people, you guys, from me and the naysayers. I knew this was going to wreck this place and cause further division. Plus, I had become so upset that I just wanted out of it. So, that is the reason I made that deal with him. To spare the forums that division and to also take myself out of it. Being that leaving here is quite difficult, I steered my negativity in another direction. I continued my tirade against VHTV in my own profile and also against Jabbath and Sparkles in the Rants forum. I had zero impulse control. The rage inside of me fully came out. I was as vicious as I could be, no holds barred. Ultimately StnCld and the Admin had had enough and I was suspended for a month. That was hard. Believe me. Yes, at the very end of my sentence I couldn’t take it anymore and created the member killtime and you all saw how that went. That set up the seed in Jabbath to renew the club. He had hope that when I returned that I would be what he wanted me to be, a more positive person, who just posted normally. Of course, to me that meant joining the team and continuing the way things were. That is, support the tenants/managers that he is connected with and put down the other “bad” tenants/managers. Ugh, no! Right at the same time that I came back on 20 Apr 2020, there were some other posters who were putting down some of his posts and pictures that he had posted. He got upset about that and for some reason felt like I hadn’t changed and viola the club reopened. I asked him not to do it because I knew it was going to be so divisive. While he and many of you felt that the club was a place to escape the negativity of the real forums and especially escape the return of me, to me it is a place of hatred towards me and of anyone who does not follow Jabbath’s style of posting in the forums. It is a massive takeover of the forums and a bully to those who don’t comply or fit in. I hate it with a passion! To me it is a place where the seeds of hate towards me and others is grown and tailored. It is a place where those with power can control the playing field unhindered. Regardless how much you try to say it isn’t, it is. The club is a gang of like minded people who will dictate their combined effort to secure their viewpoint or else! Regardless what is said in the forum, even if I am never mentioned, it is in its essence a place designed to exclude people, primarily me, and anyone who does not support Jabbath and Sparkles. Look now, how things are going. Whereas before, many of you tolerated me to some extent, now you are melding into one mind, one mind that is against me and everything I am. The result of the club is a solidarity of hatred towards me to the level of a team effort now and apparently I’m not supposed to be upset about that or say anything. I understand that my behavior along the way has been unacceptable at times and I deserve the consequences of my actions. I’m mostly alone at this point and there is nothing I can do about that. I wished it hadn’t turned out this way, but it did and there is nothing I can do to change your minds about me. I accept that. I am just posting these rants as a means to explain things from my perspective and how I see things. People can believe what they want to. What do I want? People want to know what I want. This is what I want. 1. I want all clubs on CamCaps eliminated. They are divisive and destructive to a forum of individuals. A club is nothing but an organized bully! 2. I want all members to be equals. I wished VHTV had not poached my friends to work for them. I think it ruins their integrity and it sets them above us and puts them in a position of power and control, with that comes the ability to dictate good and bad among the tenants/managers. I wish each of us were an equal. I wish that VHTV would drop any free subscriptions and hire their own staff to manage their site and work the archives. I know they sucked at it when they tried. 3. I wish that Jabbath would stop defending his friends when posters say negative things about them. Fortunately for him, he doesn’t have some influential member who does it to him when he posts negative comments at other tenants, cause then maybe he would understand. I don’t have a problem with being critical about the tenants and mangers and making fun of them or whatever, I just wished that when someone does to the people he likes and knows that he not take it personally and feels like he needs to defend their honor, by calling people trolls or sending tickets or whatever. I personally know Ary, but I try not to get in her way and I try not to stop you guys from saying whatever you guys want to say about her and George. In my view, doing that takes away her power and it would put me in a position where people could attack her to get to me. Looks at what happened to Melissa as an example. If you want to get to Jabbath, easy, say something about Melissa. 4. I want people to understand that I am not entirely the portrait that is painted of me here. I know that I have done a lot of very bad things, but I am not an evil person. I’m just a very passionate person with very little impulse control. When I am loved, I flourish, and when I am hated, I deteriorate. Thank you for listening. ❤️

So, there has been a shift in strategy for the JabbathCaps club out of fear of an imminent closure. Indeed yes, the club was too successful. Not really surprising when THE 2 most influential CC members and employees of VHTV steal the Admin’s forum and hide it in seclusion and start posting a ton of content and sharing information. Should anyone be shocked, no, I don’t think so. Influence and knowledge are powerful tools of manipulation. Voyeurs need information like dying COVID patients need air to breath. Indeed! Rumor and gossip reign supreme. To put it bluntly, the Admin was about to close the club because it usurped too much of the real forums away. Traffic that didn’t do CamCaps or VHTV any good. So, a sudden shift was required. The boys in the club decided that to preserve the club they needed to compensate for the loss of posts in the real forums, so they have gone about flooding the forums with posts. The plan will be to shift a certain amount of the bulk of the content back to the real forums to keep the Admin and VHTV happy and content, as well to avoid guilty feelings about denying the regular folks the opportunity to follow along, and of course the tenants their due. A noble gesture to appease the crowd, indeed, but is really just a diversion. So, the result will be a significant decrease in posts in the club so that the balance of lost posts won’t be too much to reach the guise of the Admin, who is a threat to the existence of the club. But, make no mistake the true purpose of the club remains the same. You see there are certain person’s in hiding in the club, who just cannot tolerate being in the same room as Amy3. They would feel dirty even posting something Amy3 might even read. You see, the reason the club cannot be closed is because this one person in particular has to be given his space to exist and work from in secrecy. Like a magician, who resides is a hidden castle to cast his spells and manipulate the world beyond its walls. The other purpose the club serves is to be a base for the “good” posters, the ones who support Jabbath’s vision of how things should be here, to share their true selfs outside of the gaze of those they despise. Oh sure, there will now be content in the real forums, but the real stuff, the information, the connections, the comedy, even at your expense, will exist inside the mothership that the minions will frequent as a safe space for relief and orders. It is not just a club, it is an organization, a company, a machine where loyalty is paid for in knowledge return. You will be told that I’m insane and that the club is a place of goodness and a positive place. It’s not. It’s a bully on an industrial scale held within the walls of this kingdom. Comply or be ignored and shunned underlings! Thank you for listening!

Thrill seekers I guess. 😂

Ok everyone, I just want to explain to you what is happening in the VHTV forums just so you know and understand just how fucking childish and pitiful it really is. As you all know I was suspended by StnCld for being just too negative about VHTV. Ok, fine! I don't agree with what he did as I happen to think that this is supposed to be an open public forum, not an ad platform for VHTV. But, whatever, it's their site and if the Admin and StnCld want to bow to a particular site out of fear they may lose picture posting rights it's their business. Anyways, so on 20 Apr 2020 I returned to posting here again and as usual Jabbath couldn't stand my style for a variety of reasons. I guess posting in a way that does not prop up his way of thinking and prop up VHTV in the right way that supports his tenant and manager friends is just unacceptable for his ears to hear or his eyes to see. Basically the way it works is he is friends with VHTV and Anna/Alex and most all of the tenants that belong to that crew, and because of these relationships they become the good and worthy tenants and all the others are either fit for jokes and put downs or just indifference. The friend tenants become the upper class and the rest are just fodder for jokes and insults and if anyone dares show an interest they get splained why they are bad, which of course then means you are bad too. Comply! Now, if you dare cross his friend tenants in some way, well then you crossed him. You see how that works. As Nack said a long time ago, tenant interaction would be our doom and indeed he was right. Jabbath values his VHTV friends more then he values the posters on CamCaps. So much so that he has abandoned you and intends to harm the forums by dividing it just to spite me. So, because Jabbath cannot stand to be exposed to other points of view out of respect for his relationships with the tenants, he and Sparkles decided to flee the forums and re-open the walled garden, the private club, the circle of protection. He and his court magician Sparkles, will be running a secondary VHTV forum(s) that is comprised of invited guests only. If you were not invited, then you know where you stand with him and his right hand man, who by the way is the biggest troll of them all you just don't know it like I do. Just trust me on that one! Sparkles is the puppet master! Anyways, you are not invited if you fail to follow the proper kind of posting that bolsters Jabbath's ego and the standing of his friends, you've said something negative about him, Sparkles, or Jabbath's VHTV friends, or you simply cannot be trusted to be in the inner circle because you dare speak to me. The club is a safe place where they will look down upon us and poke fun at you and laugh whenever you make any wrong turns. You will be the butt of their joke in secret and then the invited minions will come down from on high and sit by your side and smile with a slight smirk. The club also serves as a means to ensure compliance with their way of thinking. You must bend the knee, kiss the ring, prove your loyalty and show them the respect they demand least you be cast out of the garden to live among the peasants below. Over the course of time they will be beaming up the “good” members in the forums, the ones who project their way of proper thinking. Indeed! The VHTV forum now has overlords lurking in the clouds above. Jabbath has cast the forums into the lake of fire to spite me and those who are unworthy of him. There is now a caste system in place on CamCaps. Unfortunately, you will likely not be invited this time. It is the Anti-Amy3 club because I will not bend the knee to Jabbath!

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Hi Alexis, yes, this gentleman HappyBoy noticed that there was some kind of a blow up the other night and he was curious to know what it was all about. Care to fill us in?

I expected no less of you. There is no real honor among peverts, so trust is always a fleeting concept. I'll await his response or lack thereof.

I am not a "shit disturber". I've poured my heart and soul into this place for my own personal reasons. I love this place. It has given Amy the air she needs to breath. Without it I go inside, all alone. This place serves me as a place to express my deepest feelings, thoughts, and ideas in a way that I cannot in my life outside of here. For the record, I do actually comment elsewhere too.

What about IP address? That's personal no? Surely StnCld can see that, no?

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@Alexis You have a question.

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When girls aren't shoving their cunts into the cams, the interesting people win and voyeurism begins. Be a voyeur site, not a camwhore site VHTV. Cam whoring is a dead end and it hurts the people who follow the rules of voyeurism. You know that I'm right. Say want you want people, but what I always wanted was for VHTV to be the best voyeur site. One that was fair and a decent place for normal people to just live their interesting life on cam as if the cams were not there. Everything I did for them and everything that I did to battle VHTV was about this.

This cam whore has only been on VHTV for less then a week and already she knows the drill. I watched Anna for over a year on VV and I don't think I ever saw a decent shot of her pussy. You guys don't even know what you're doing anymore. #campaysme #pussyformoney #camslut #antivoyeurism

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....and now Sina is in full cam whore mode! Just a cheating cam whore! Good job VHTV! - be all you can be, except a voyeur site, which you're not, yet you sneak into this genre and steal it's soul with your scammery! 🖕

See, the key is subtlety. It's all there in perfect view and all, but it's not entirely blatant. This is the essence of voyeurism. Subtlety! This on the other hand is cam whoring. It's cheating and unbecoming of a voyeur tenant and a voyeur site. Tenants on a voyeur site should not blatantly perform directly into the cams.

VHTV is directly to blame for the demise of RLC. They didn’t turn the porno guys into voyeurs they turned the voyeurs into porno guys and as soon as there is a lack of constant new faces they will leave too. #whatareyouprogressingtowards

Ironically, most of the tenants who cam to Chaturbate actually have more respect for voyeurism then these girls in cam cheaters do. By in large they do their shows without any consideration for the voyeur cams. So, you actually do see the real life of these camstars, not the blatant theft for views. I also follow Sgt Miles and Miss D on Voyeurhouse.com. They are both hardcore pornstars, but to watch them through the voyeur cams, you always, 100% of the time get to see their real life. They live as if the cams were not there at all. This isn't very hard to understand. VHTV knows what I'm saying is right, but they are too fucking greedy to honor it.

I'll say this. Being a voyeur tenant is all about subtlety. Yes, it's a known fact that the cams exist. No duh! What VHTV fails to appreciate and the tenants who steal views with cunt in cam tactics don't understand is that what they are supposed to be selling is the illusion of a real life in a real home even though we all know it's a cam house. The progression should be toward more realism, not towards camshows. When a girl blatantly spreads her legs directly in front of a VHTV cam, she is blatantly acknowledging the existence of the cams and is completely destroying the illusion of voyeurism. A site who works in this space should have some fucking respect for that and what it is that they are selling. Ary and George are really some of the best voyeur tenants when you consider how they actually behave. For the most part, this is how it is done. Is the sexiness in your face and visibly good, yes! Is she blatantly acknowledging the existence of the cams, no! Therein lies the difference and it too bad that VHTV can't show any respect for her and the other people on their site who try to live as if the cams did not exist. They can say, look elsewhere if you don't like it, but that's a pretty shitty response for the ones who understand what voyeurism is and try to respect the niche.