Amy3

Thank you. I really do appreciate that a lot. I often hate myself for the things I do to myself and others. There was a time when I thought that you guys didn’t deserve me, but it turns out it is I who don’t deserve you guys. I’ll try again and again to be a better person to you guys. I know my word means shit, but I’ll try anyways. You made my day SOMHO2000. ❤️

Haha! Oh fuck! 😆

I agree! The free cam is very important, especially for CC members. There is a symbiotic relationship with sub and non-subs. As the owner of the viewer ticker I have to trust that Ary knows best though. It must be the case that pleasing cc members and the freeloader crowd does not yield more pay then closing them out. I do think she should move the kitchen cam a tad further to the right and lower it to about waist height. No one wants to see the kitchen cabinets.

What’s Ary been up to lately?

My first connection to this was from an RLC ad redirect while porn surfing. I am a voyeur and so the connection was an easy one. I quickly found CC and joined in Nov 2013. I watched RLC, even joined for a month or 2. I followed CC without posting any comments until 31 May 2016. I found Voyeur Villa and fell in love with Anna. It was dead there. Very little posting was happening. VV was the black sheep of the voyeur world. I loved it because it was more raunchy then RLC and I loved watching Anna everyday plotting and scheming her next move. Anyways, to cut the story short, I met a lot of great people here and I truly enjoyed my time in the light. It felt good to feel special and wanted. I hate that I ruined all that for vanity and my ego, but it is what it is. I made my bed and I had my reasons. Why do I stay? Because this is an outlet for me. A way to escape the very, very stressful world that is my real life. It was a comfortable place for me to be and express this person that I am. Amy, this person who I cannot be in real life for many reasons. This became the air for her to breath and live. It's over now. I know that. It does make me sad and I don't really know where to go from here. Back into my cage and carry on I suppose. I have tried leaving many times and in many ways, but I always return somehow. It's is the way of things and I'm trying to be content with it. My first post on cc:

I break my silence! Listen, it’s not for us to decide what’s best for the tenants to suit our ends. It is indeed for them to know what best for them. They are the bearer of the ticker and that is what matters. Trust that Ary and George are doing what is best for them and be happy for CamCaps and posters.

@Sexygirl I love you girl! I hope that you know that always. ♥️♥️♥️

No, Ary! Hope you stay well girl. 🙏

Oh my! I've never see this red bra before. This is great color on Ary! 😍💋

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Ha! Something borrowed!

So, here you complain about the lack of swapping, but then when someone does the same to your friends, you defend and protect those tenants. And besides, these people seems to actually enjoy camming. who knows what their motivations are for doing what they do. This is the point that I have been trying to get through to you. You defend and protect your chosen tenants and then come out to lash out at the unworthy ones. I have to wonder if you were not friends with Melissa if you would be making the same comments about the lack of swapping elsewhere. Likewise, if you were friends with these tenants, if you would say the same. It seems to me that the first thing a tenant should do when joining is befriend you. Don't be upset with me please. I'm not with you. Just making a point.

Breakfast for dinner.

See Rob! Laundry 😁 Take care Ary! I love you even when you’re feisty! You are a force to be reckoned with for sure! 😘

When they fight about marriage stuff you’ll know it. 🙂

Think it was over how best to fold laundry. 😂

Ary is upset and crying. George finally snapped, but he's holding it together. Anni is there somewhere.

Heating up!

Let him have it Ary!

Indeed! Yes, the point is we don’t know, even when we think we know, even when know the tenants. Making judgments, demanding their removal, declaring them an enemy of what’s good for VHTV, abandoning or ignoring them without knowing all the facts is not fair. Take Alisha for example, people make fun of her fake Muslim camming. If they knew that she needed the money to help keep her mother from being evicted after her dad just lost his job and then committed suicide, do you think people would still give her a hard time for camming? No, people would probably be supportive and caring and understanding and figure this is just want she has to do. With all that said, sure if you just don’t like the way the tenant looks, then by all means ignore them, just like you would anyone else, but don’t ignore them for because of some moral judgement. I wished I had thought this way from the beginning. Leave the morality of what’s going to with the manager and VHTV. If you can look at Wilma and not feel anything, then damn! All I can say is wow! Sorry to take this somewhat off the topic. Just needed to say it. 💋