Let me start out by saying that I don't know how I'm going to get everything out of my head that I want to say right now. I just spent the last, almost 3 hours consoling the best man at my wedding some 30+ years ago and his family due to his 32 year old daughter being in ICU due to being run over by a drunk driver. She was going to her car after shopping for groceries, when out of nowhere she was run over by a drunk driver. Luckily there were enough witnesses around to get the drunk drivers license plate number and she was taken into custody within 45 minutes. The reason i'm bringing this up is because this struck me so hard that when it comes to real life situations, I thought I could handle anything and boy was I wrong!
I watched this lady grow up from a baby to a woman that had it all, and now her life is in the hands of people that can handle that responsibility far better than I. She was like my own child growing up and now she is hanging on for her life. The reason I bring this up is because of RLC and CC. I bitch, you bitch, all about this real life stuff that doesn't even matter in real life. I'm a voyeur, I admit it but after tonight, all this crap doesn't matter anymore. After tonight I'm totally done with RLC and CC and I'm putting my life in perspective and enjoying the time I have left. I can't continue at the moment and have allot more to say but I can't put it into words. To any that may have liked me and to those that thought I was just a pain in the butt, I'll miss you all but must do this for my own sanity. It's been nice conversing with you all and there will be times that you are missed. Take care and god bless you all!!
Sincerely, dfCcap