Wow! Thank you so much for trying. Itās such a shame cause I finally got my chance to see the real life of a transgirl and now itās gone. Yeah, sure, thereās tones of tranny porn and stuff on social media, but this was a unique view in a transgirls daily life. There is so much more I was hoping to see and maybe even learn from. Itās funny cause growing up I thought I was pretty much the only one like this. Transformation Magazine was my first glimpse into this life. You have no idea how many things I improvised to bring myself into this feeling of being a real woman. Even still, just thinking about it, my mind slips into a tunnel and a pleasure very few get to experience. The downside is the forever longing for something that never truly be. Itās like finding the pathway to utopia but never quite getting there. With the pleasure comes the agony! Itās life!
Alleen, if youāre out there. Try to smile more and be happy. You have a gift. Cherish yourself!