jabbath1987 Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 3 minutes ago, Amy3 said: Thank you! Me neither! I'm going to be fine. It's a hard life though filled with lots of depression and anxiety, but I manage to stay on top of it for the most part. We are always here for you Amy 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ashleyxyz Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 36 minutes ago, Amy3 said: Ok, so you all know that I'm a transsexual. I have been since I was 12. Let me clarify, I am essentially a woman trapped in a femalish body, but I have a dick. I think like a woman in my daily life all day long and that's why I'm not just a cross dresser. I chose a job that is predominantly done by women. I love everything about feminine women from makeup to shoes. If I have a choice about anything I always chose the most feminine way possible, hence Amy3. Am I Caityn Jenner, no, I'm not. Would I be if I could, yes, no question about it. So, what makes me different. One word, erection! You see, the reason Caitlyn is fully transitioning into a woman is because she can't get an erection. She claims that she hasn't been able to for 15-20 years. So, it's natural if you stuff doesn't work and you're already essentially a woman anyways to want to just go all in and be one. Well, I'm not impotent, but I now know what it's like to be impotent and it scared the life about of me. Here's my story. About 3 or 4 years ago my feelings got so intense that I said fuck it, I'm just going to do this. I wanted breasts badly. So, I did some research and stared taking vitamin supplements that are know for their breast growing abilities. I was taking all sorts of them and they did work to an extent. I actually gained a bit more weight and started growing boobs. I loved it. I could actually wear an A cup bra and have cleavage especially if I laid down on my side. It was crazy and I loved it. They are smaller then Anna's boobs, but for me it was something special. I did this for over a year and then after doing more research I found the stuff. THE stuff that can really transform a man in a feminine figure without taking hormones. It's called pueraria mirifica. It's an herb from Thailand that is well known by transsexuals trying to transition on the cheap and without a doctor. I bought some and and started taking it. After about a week or I didn't notice much. Then one night, I tried having sex with my girl and low and behold, nothing! Not even a twitch. It was as flaccid and flaccid could be. There was nothing I could do. No amount of anything changed it at all. I can recall having this overwhelming feeling of nothingness. For a few weeks it went on like this. I basically had no sex drive at all and it just stayed limp all of the time. I thought I was completely fucked for life. LUCKILY, things started coming back to me and after a while I was totally normal again. I swore off taking anymore supplements and accepted that I would rather be who I am then be more feminine with a dick that didn't work. I still have my tiny boobs, but more importantly I have my life back. So, I know what it's like to be impotent and it sucked. You're right Jabbath, I should be more sympathetic to Alex. Impotency is a hell that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. He handled much better then I did that's for sure. Hope you enjoyed my true story. Sorry it was so long. Lol, i'm sorry i'm cracking up over here, but it wasn't permanent so it's funny. That would be pretty damn scary to completely lose your sex drive. So you kept your a cups, well at least your story has a happy ending. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jabbath1987 Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 Maybe Anna and Alex bringing another couple over again today or will it be.... Terry ? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ashleyxyz Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 1 minute ago, jabbath1987 said: Maybe Anna and Alex bringing another couple over again today or will it be.... Terry ? Terrry! Terrry! Terrry!!! Theres not any flaccid guys around when Terry is there. Or anywhere i would suspect Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nack Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 25 minutes ago, Amy3 said: Thank you! Me neither! I'm going to be fine. It's a hard life though filled with lots of depression and anxiety, but I manage to stay on top of it for the most part. Cheer Up....Be Happy !!! 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ashleyxyz Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 1 hour ago, Amy3 said: Ok, give me a minute. Its kind of a tragic story. No nearly as funny as a girl with a hot dog stuck in her pussy. Lol, Can we hear that story also? the girl with a hot dog stuck in her pussy? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amy3 Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 3 minutes ago, ashleyxyz said: Lol, Can we hear that story also? the girl with a hot dog stuck in her pussy? Here you go. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
waldi Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 1 minute ago, ashleyxyz said: Terrry! Terrry! Terrry!!! Theres not any flaccid guys around when Terry is there. Or anywhere i would suspect yes, that's true, and most of the guys stroke their cocks while watching her on the computer screen, he ,he,he 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ashleyxyz Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 27 minutes ago, Amy3 said: Thank you! Me neither! I'm going to be fine. It's a hard life though filled with lots of depression and anxiety, but I manage to stay on top of it for the most part. That makes me sad to hear that, ive had some issues with depression on and off. You know you can talk to me about anything, i won't tell you to just "get over it" like ive heard in the past, and im sure you have also. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amy3 Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 10 minutes ago, ashleyxyz said: Lol, i'm sorry i'm cracking up over here, but it wasn't permanent so it's funny. That would be pretty damn scary to completely lose your sex drive. So you kept your a cups, well at least your story has a happy ending. Yes, I'm happy with my little boobs. It's probably best that I'm not a woman, cause I would be such a filthy whore. Yes, losing my sex drive was worse then being impotent. I always figured, well if it ever stops working, then, I'll just go all in and transition. The really horrible part was that once I lost my sex drive, I also lost the drive to become a woman too. Everything was gone, I just felt numb. That was truly scary. I'm just happy being me now and happy I can still fuck like crazy when I want to. I had sex 4 times last Saturday. My girl is the best. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ashleyxyz Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 4 minutes ago, waldi said: yes, that's true, and most of the guys stroke their cocks while watching her on the computer screen, he ,he,he LOL, i think most people would say that's TMI, not me, the more info i get, the more i like it! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amy3 Posted July 28, 2017 Share Posted July 28, 2017 4 minutes ago, ashleyxyz said: That makes me sad to hear that, ive had some issues with depression on and off. You know you can talk to me about anything, i won't tell you to just "get over it" like ive heard in the past, and im sure you have also. You're such a sweetheart Ash! I treasure you. I know what you mean about people just saying to get over it. They must have never been depressed. It's not something that you just get over. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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