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She just said that guys invite them and offer free dinners but she didn't give any other details.

16/3/16 Kami talking to her sister. She tells her about the surgery. She says she likes Kristy's ears and would like to have the same. Kami went to hospital and has seen her ears for the first time after the operation. It's a little bit disappointed. Ears are closer to her head but still sticking up. Unfortunately, during the second operation nothing can be changed. Kami says that even if she was allowed to go back to the previous state she would not want to. Now at least the ears are close to the head and she can cover them with hair and previously they always stuck out. However, she still do not like her ears . Kris complains about the bruise on her leg doesn't want to go away. Kris is preparing for a performance. The guy who organizes it holds a special place for her even though there are others much more willing to take her place. Therefore, Kris is looking for some anecdotes that she could tell. She doesn't want to tell anything about dicks and pussies. She is trying to persuade Kami to search some for her. Kris went out for a massage. In any case, after returning talks about massage. In addition, the topics are medical. Of course, back on the bruise. Kris says something about drinking Coke. She says Cola swells her. It immediately directs Kami about her BF. Kami says that her dream man does sports and lead a healthy lifestyle. While her BF is like a child. BF says that can not live without Cola . Cola helps him. Kami imagine what must be happening to his digestive tract. Also, when it comes to ordering something to eat it's always junk food. Children like Cola, chips but later they grow out of it. I would like to be with a man who understands.

Aida often talks with her boyfriend. She tells me what she's doing now. She said she is going to the club tonight. She promised that every day she will send him a video of herself so he doesn't miss her. In addition, she tells him all the time that she loves him, they say they miss each other, send each other kisses. Last night Danaya explained to Aida how the system of free dinner works.

She said last night on the phone about some incident in the kitchen, smoke, they had to open all the windows. She had problem with operating the stove. So something happened off-line. Adele was helping her with the stove. Everyone draws conclusions that A&D is the problem but it looks like it's the opposite. She is isolating herself.

The conversation in the kitchen concerned the bath. Danaya said that when she arrived, she expected cabin shower through which not much would be seen. At most, a piece of the breast. And now she got used to it and is not ashamed to even shave. Seems that Aida has a big problem with showering. Cameras died btw. I wonder what information they were given by RLC before they accepted coming to this place.

Your impression is totally wrong because she is nothing like it.

What problems? What's the problem with Adele that nobody would live with her?

Forget about frontal views, she doesn't want to show any nudity.

I think she is talking with her boyfriend on the phone saying what terrible experience is the presence of camera in the bathroom. She was always with her back to the camera and she could not turn. She was so terrified she was sweating from the experience. Apparently there was some smoke in the kitchen not sure if she caused it.

03/15/16 Last night after Kris returned she told Kami what she did during the day. She was at the audition but did not pass. She was late for the exam. Tomorrow she has important casting but it's during her classes. Kami lies in bed and is suffering for two reasons: Because her ears hurt. She can not laugh or even smile. The second reason is, of course, BF. He called her but first thing he mentioned was how hard he is working and how little they pay for it, only at the end of the conversation he remembered to ask: How do you feel baby ? Kami expected from him words of encouragement and nothing. Kris came after showering and said to her that it would be easy for her to find someone else. Kami: Yes, provided that he would leave me alone. Next Kami says that he knows that she really wanted to go to ... .. (I did not understand the word). When she wanted to leave him he promised her as a birthday present. (Kami when talking about it seems to be crying). Kami: Why do I talk about it now? He wrote to me that he has misses me and wants me to go ... .. I can not (crying). He thinks that he can buy me. When he comes back I will talk to him. Let me remind him what he promised me many times when he apologized. That everything will be different, that every moment spent together will be priceless. Kris: It seems to me that you pick on him. Kami: I do not. No. When we started dating and we were friends .... I told him that I do not feel like a girl, I do not feel needed, I feel nothing. After that, he began to behave like a man. Embracing, kissing, regular sex. He promised that he will not change, that he understands it. And now, it is over again. Should I be quiet? Kris: Of course not, it does not make sense. There are some things that you should not keep inside yourself. Kami: If I had such a big need I would have said that to him long time ago. All the time I teach him how he should behave towards me. For some time he remembers and then forgets everything, and that makes me angry. Kris: It seemed that you raised him but from what you're saying .....Kami says in her mind she has created a picture of the man with whom she wanted to be and now understands that it will not be so. It's one thing when they quarreled and parted then they were still able to fix things. But now... ....................... Kami: No need for guys who are afraid to approach us, who are not confident. I usually meet some assholes. Kris: Men usually either afraid or some machos approach me. Kris: These I don't allow close to me. They think that they deserve all . They see a girl and she must be mine.

Also time where a lot of information about the new arrival we couldn't hear.

03/14/16 23.50 Last night in the living room after body painting. Danaya sits down on the couch and says: I know what I want. But I can't have it. I wanted a lot of sweets but now I want sweet penis. It sounds so stupid. I am sober. It's so strange. Adele laughs: "Cravings. You can not help it". D: In general, I'm weird. All these drawings. Girls with hairy legs, underarms. A: Do you like guys unwashed, unshaven. Yes? D: I do not know what I like. With my cousin we were in the same class. We had a mania. We watched porn a lot. During the lessons we were drawing lesbians kissing each other. A: In which class? D: In the fifth. We had a whole notebook of such drawings. And this idiot took the notebook home. Her mother checked the notebook and saw it. And I was blamed for everything. Her mom told my mom. It was not the first time. They caught me watching porn in kindergarten. A: In kindergarten ?! D: My sister showed me pornography. I told about it my cousin. "When parents are gone we will watch it again." And she told her parents about it . Her parents told mine, and when they came to my home, they asked, "Danaya what is your favorite movie? What are you watching at home with Dasha? We have heard that there are bare aunts and uncles? " What a shame. Adele: I always watched pornography with the guys. They brought the cassette and we watched it. The guys and only me. One by one we were standing on guard making sure that no one comes in. Adele looking at the painting on her chest: "It's itchy." Danaya: Can I take pictures? Without face.

11/3/16 After returning from the party Friday morning Danaya was on the phone. Initially, the conversation concerned work. Later they spoke about a boyfriend. Danaya was crying during the entire conversation. D: This is a big problem. He doesn't speak English ... D: I even cried today. He went with us to the dinner. I was so ashamed that I drank. So ashamed, I went to play with other guys. He was offended and left. And then I sat and cried. D: What do I do? I really like him. He is very handsome. D: He totally did not understand English. We met glancing at each other. Throughout the night we kissed. And the next time we met I was ashamed to even look at him. D: I do not know if he likes me or should I stop thinking about him. D: But I take her example. She (Adele) hang out with other guys and her guy still was with her. And my guy got offended, and went home. D: She (Adele) conducts a different policy. If the guy doesn't pay attention to you then you should not worry about it. D: It turned out that we were together at the club and by the fact that we don't understand each other .... I was close to him a bit but it was kind of strange. And it's not that I went and kissed the other guys. I just stood with the others or danced. D: I do not know what she meant by matters of the heart. This means that I have run after him or what? D: I understand that we're different. You say to imitate her behavior. If she even goes fuck with someone else they will still be with her. And I just look at someone else and and they leave me. During the conversation comes Adele and says: Whatever happens I still love you. Why are you crying silly? D: Guess? A: Stupid, stupid. Adele goes out for a while and Dana ends the conversation. D to A constantly crying: You do not understand. I usually don't find anyone that I like. A: He is not worth it. Why cry. Even if you like him. D: Once again I tell you that I usually don't find anyone that I like. A: So you should cry because of him? D: Because I liked honest man. A: Come on, why you cry because of him? D still crying. A: His friend is in general an asshole and will tell him everything. D: You can write to him and ask him not say anything. A: No, nothing will come of this. He will tell him that she wanted him not to tell, they are friends. It's just like I would tell you not to tell. Adela imitating herself. "You do not tell her anything. Of course I will not tell her so. " Danaya starts laughing through her tears. A: It is better not to write. Maybe he forgets. Next Adela tells about a conversation with another guy who told her that he knows about her kissing with Souli. D: How can he know. A: Apparently Souli babbled. D: Completely frivolous. You licked with him and he babbled. A: I just kissed him on the lips. D: I saw it. (Shows how it looked) A: I kissed him on the lips. You do not understand the difference between a kiss and lick? D: I saw it. A: After all, he was back to you. Danaya still shows what she saw. A: laughing, defaming me and I am still friends with you. A: You are stupid, stupid. Danay crying again: And are you kidding me. Danaya cries and says that she is unwell. Later, the girls talk about other guys. It turns out that Danaya likes more than one guy. Adele: I wonder what they think about the fact that we live together? Danaya: They know that we hang out with guys. Then, again, the discussion of who's who to kiss (or lick), and how. Each of the girls remains with her own version. Danaya goes to sleep. After a moment comes Adele. For some time talking about other things and then again begin to argue about the same things as before. Dana says that these guys don't ask girls for regular date. Adele: Here all come together in the evening. Partying until morning. They sleep during the day. There is no other life here. None of these people work. After the sleepless nights they wouldn't be able to do anything else. You can only wake up in bed together. 3/12/16 Danaya believes that if a guy likes a girl he should ask her out for a date and tell her what she can expect from him. Next talk about some guy Ali, with whom Adele is flirting (I do not know how to define their relationship). Adele says that she is in foreign country and has a right to meet different people. Ali has no right to judge her. Dana says that Adele should change tactics. Agrees that she should meet with a lot of guys but they should not know about it. In contrast, Ali sees everything what Adele does with who she is talking and how she behaves toward other men. He saw how Adele drank in the bar with a stripper. He saw how she kissed Julio. D: you brought him a gift and you hang out with other guys. He probably knows that you kissed the hat guy. A: He probably told him about it. They probably talk about us. That's why Souli several times asked me whether he is my boyfriend. Further more endless discussion on who they kissed, who tried more than kissing etc.....

13.03.2016 When the girls hugged on the couch Kami put a hand on Kris's breast but she pushed her hand away. When Kami made a tearful face, Kris explained what was going on. Kris: I can not. Do you also have this feeling when someone puts hand on your breast? Stimulation of misunderstanding. Even when a man touches my breasts I feel weird. Such a feeling: What to do ?! What to do?! I do not know why. Kris puts Kami's hand on her breast: Maybe I get used to it. What to do?! What to do?! Kami: When a man touches my breast, it is my man and it happens during sex. Kris: And if he first touches your breast? Kami: He's not touching my breasts. Kris: And if it's before sex? Prelude. Kami: Then I'm excited. Kris: I can not understand some of my erogenous zones. Kami: Apparently when you have sex with someone you don't feel relaxed and you're tense. Kris: I'm just ashamed. Kami: Why? Kris: I do not know! You see, at the same time I'm embarrassed and horny.

11/3/16 Kami and her friend. A: How is it with you and BF? Kami: We went on March 8 to see his mother and I did not like his behavior. She prepared something to eat. I do not know either he did not sense me or has no sense of responsibility. He sees that I am in an unknown apartment with his mother, it is hard for me and I feel tense. I sat quietly and he still went out somewhere to another room and sat there. I had no support from him. I didn't know what to talk about with his mother. There were long pauses in the conversation. Often he went out and left me alone in the room. I would not have done so. He should help me, seeing that I feel insecure. He should hold my hand and be next to me. I've never went specifically to meet parents of my boyfriends. In addition, now is the time when the relation between us is not so-so. A: He did not tell you what his mother said about you. Kami: No. He will not tell me. I could not appeal to her. She probably thinks I'm so quiet & modest. I can not appeal to anyone if I am silent throughout the evening. Kami: He is great when he needs something. When I'm offended, and when he feels that he must try make up to me. I can't be offended all the time so he is paying attention to me. It's all fine when we go to the cinema, restaurant, play with friends but when he is here I do not want him to be here at home. He irritates me, I like to be with Kristy. I'm waiting when she gets back from the university. I try to be at home when she is. I should want to stay close to my boyfriend and be happy with him, and with him it does not feel anything like that. Not at all. I like when he entertains me but not staying at home with him. In this apartment when when he is away I feel free, I watch TV series, I sit on the internet, play with Kristy and this is like my own life. I like it. And when he arrives he disrupts everything. I can't do anything & I do not want to do anything with him. The fact that I think he irritates me. It is not love if I do feel this way. Completely I do not know what love is. But since we have each other, not everything is quite bad. I see my future with him. Maybe I over think everything because I don't have regular job. If I worked everyday and we would see each other only in the evening then I would have miss him a lot. And as it is now I do not have time to miss him. It's not good that I'm better off without him than with him. He comes and behaves as if I was not there. I walk up to him, embrace, kiss him and he does not show any emotion. A: And what is the relationship between his parents? Kami: As far as I know his father was drinking a lot and treated badly his mother. His father died when he was small. He says he wants to do everything opposite of his father. A: In addition to your BF do you have any male friend that is close to you? Kami: No, I will not meet with anyone. I can not. It would be wrong. A: I remember once you called me and I totally did not recognize you. You guys argued and you did not know what to do. Kami: When he is afraid that I could leave him, I see he is anxious, I see the love in his eyes. And that's why I go back. Not because I love him very much because I see that he needs me. I also need him but I do not like the way it happens. We did not have sex for a month. Obviously we won't do it here (RLC apartment) ... One time we went to his place, I had no special desire, we had to get up early but for a moment it was hot... and he fell asleep. I was lying excited and my body was shaking. I thought "Man are you serious, you seriously do not want me?" A: I can only imagine. Kami: I do not want anything like that. A: Of course, when my man is away and I want it. I know how to pleasure myself. A: So your man spoils everything. Kami: Yes. Sometimes I check out guys on V.K Anna: No, they only love themselves. I'm so handsome. Love me. Kami: I don't take these guys into account. And others need a long time to get to know. I have no time for that since I have my BF. A: Do you go out at all now? Kami: And where do I go? A: The club ... Kami: Sometimes ... A: Not like you used to whenever you could? Kami: In general, I do not want. I'm 24 years old. I realized that the clubs are for 18-19 year girls. There is no longer room for me. I do not feel comfortable there. Kami complains that lately she went to several castings and didn't get any jobs. She doesn't know what's wrong last year she was busy all the time. A: Could your (BF) have something to do with it? Kami: You think he went to ... and said something about me? A: After all, he knows what people you deal with. Maybe secretly he did some stuff like "This is my woman. Get away from her. " Kami: I do not know. A: I do not know him, this is the first thought that came to my mind. I saw him only once ... drunk. Kami says that until now she had never envied other girls but now when one of the girls, who instead of her went to the Seychelles and posted photos on instagram, she felt terrible jealousy and anger, as she was sure that she will go . Kami is horrified by what she feels. Anna comforted her: Another time you succeed.

Kami's visitor is pregnant and is getting married (unplanned pregnancy).

Kami is telling her visitor that she didn't have sex with her BF for a month now.

05.03.16 Kristy still maintains contact with her former boyfriend. He called Kristy that he is coming for some book. Kami is not satisfied with the fact that Kristy did not break off relation completely with him. Kami: What is it you need from him? Kris: If you forbid contact with him then I will not see him. Kami: I forbid you to meet him. Kris: Why? Give some arguments. Kami: So you find some normal guy and forget about your ex. Once again you meet with him and it never ends. You lost already 5 years. Kris: Yes. You're right. After some time. Kris: He does not miss me and I miss him ... sometimes. It is not fair. It should not be like this. 19.10 Arrives Kristy's ex. Kristy meets with him outside the apartment. 20.10 Kristy comes back and tells about the meeting with her ex. He said that he still loves her, but the two of her betrayals were for him too much. He lives with a friend who has an elegant home. He suggested that Kris went there with him. He said if you go with me nothing between us will change. I want you to know now. Kris does not like that, he sets himself in the role of victim. Kris: Mistake. I do not know. I myself still wanted open relationship. I know that it leads nowhere but to be honest, I still love him. Especially when he behaves as I like. Kami: That's normal. Kris: He says that he will look after me. Not bad. He wants to fuck with me and even says that between them it does not change anything. Kami is of the opinion that you need to be able to end such "childish relationship." Kris: It seems to me that you're stronger than me. Kami: Maybe I like myself more than you do yourself. Also influenced what fortune teller told me, I deserve more. Kris: His external appearance is my ideal man. Feelings that caused me to kiss ... Kami: Did you kiss? Or I missed something . Kris: I remember how it was when we met. Kami: You do not love him only love memories of him and how was it. Here's what you love. And what is happening now is that both of you are trying to restore what had been a great among you, a few years ago. It seems to you to be possible but nothing that comes out of it. Kris: I told him that comes to me only when he is lonely & sad. I always thought that it is impossible to combine love and marriage. Kami: I realize that in marriage love is not the same as before when my head was buzzing. But now I do not expect such love. Rather serious, cool headed and respectful. If this is called love then it will be all right. Kris after some time: I want to go to him. Nobody will marry me because I'm cheating ... Kami: Kris too early, too early.

The other day she argued with her mother as she he gave away info on place of her stay to some girl, her mother was under impression it was ok but Danaya wasn't ok with that.

Do you know 'blue hair' name?

Danaya said she will not go out party until Adele returns. Danaya is afraid to sleep alone in the apartment. Danaya dictated Adele message to a guy: Our relationship should not develop so quickly. I'm not yet convinced. No sex ... for now. They commented on different bunch of guys. Adele: One group wants only drink and have sex and the second is more enjoyable. Danaya: The second group I really liked. Adele: This guy in baseball cap was so funny. And the other in the sweater. Danaya: They are such jokers. Danaya: When you leave for good I will party with Christian. He probably knows that I like him.

Kami didn't go to the casting as it was canceled right before she was going to leave. Earlier, she talked with her mother and criticized Rita, she is 25 years old and instead look for a job she is taking money from her parents. She parties all the time. For no reason goes to Spanish course that nowhere is needed. Kamila would understand if it was an English course.

Rita was visiting mainly to get her visa for her Barcelona studies. Initially she was going to stay for 2 days but problems with the documents made her stay longer and meanwhile she was working and party as much as she could. Kami is getting ready for a casting she plans to attend today.

Adele was talking on the phone with a friend from Ukraine. She told her that she will leave Barcelona on March 2 and return March 5. She arranged meeting with her when she arrives in Ukraine. Last night they were at 4 clubs and a restaurant.

Kristy went to the movies leaving the lover birds alone. They invited friends tonight to play cardboard games.