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I think she did it Saturday morning anyway. But she's on with Paul again, and i would be surprised if she stops in. Then again, look at how much she has been at home. Like, she really hasn't many places to go at all at the moment.

She left it open all night Saturday, even walked past it on her way out! Getting a bit forgetful isn't she!

Talking to Paul now as well, this is a similar pattern to not long ago, getting the call done before leaving around 6 or 7......?

Don't think so, she did get dressed, not just in her gown, so she went somewhere and had bag too. Why she left the door open, who knows. But she is texting a lot right now, hair washed, so today maybe finally seeing him!

No of course she doesn't. The amount of time she is at home proved it anyway, i don't think anyone really thought it. And her way of life wouldn't compensate for anything like that.

The reasons why she is hardly seeing LB in person right now Aus. Those 3 options are the only ones i can think of behind it. Because, as you may have seen, she is spending the vast majority of her time at home. Yet is still talking on the phone regularly.

Ah look who she's calling.....And how she sounds. And yet in person? Who the f**k knows what all this is now, considering how they still speak..... Not in Prague right now/Very unwell/By choice. There are no other options.

Understatement of the year!

She may well do at some point, especially if Eva still can't travel. It would be a sensible option!

Most likely stay on well lit streets, not dark car parks in wooded areas.....😮

Great that it worked out after such horrible initial news like that. Yeah, she got a pic and it was Eva lying on her back, you can tell those things mean so much to her.

That's sad. Is that medical advice, to keep limbs moving and supple etc? Paul sent her a new photo of Eva before and that made her smile.

She has done 2 drawings in the last couple of weeks.

I noticed someone else before too, also with their legs up, lying on their back. EVA!! Paul must have sent her a new photo. Made her smile.

You sound incredibly like Paul then, coz i can hear him!

Exactly my point! I am looking at her doing nothing but churning out show after show after show, like on a conveyor belt. Yet if i say it, if i think about the actual person and the whole picture, the general consensus i get back is "You're wrong, you're a freak for not wanting this, you're an idiot for thinking this way, and THIS is what she is there for". But she is giving it! And i knew this is what would happen, as soon as Malia left. There is nothing else to fill her time with, but she is happy (right now) to do it.

Yep, Sunday bate show finally on.

Bloody hell Jugg, that's like saying "ok guys, she has 2 arms".....

Of course. I see it as 'Feedback', not criticism. And right now, my simple fear is her backing herself into a corner, where it becomes a full show, all the time of some sort. With Paul, with Malia, you had 50% her playing (Sex, bates, dance, tease etc), then the other 50% with her just being 'Everyday' (Chatting, laughing, annoyed, shoulder to cry on, watch TV together etc etc). Now she's alone, and that first 50% is all that's there, it could fast become 100%. And that is what worries me. How she can become the persona itself. And i am being as kind and thoughtful as humanly possible here. Right now, she's top of the tree, top views, adulation, attention from her phone.....But for how long does it last? That she forgets what, who, why.

Trouble is Jugg, there's little else she's doing with her time at home. People are seething at me for saying it, but for me it's there. And it looks also that she is happy to give people what they want. This.

She is doing it more in the last week or so, and the build up to the show starting has got longer as well.

A mint condition '56 Fender Stratocaster can cost over $50,000. Thread '56 costs bugger all.

She may very well still respond to requests.

Oh wait, a text has stopped her in her tracks. Didn't look happy about it.

She has done if briefly in the last few bates from last week Jugg. Plus before and after. Usually cam 2 or 13.